And so......

I took an anatomy test today on the bones.... I'm pretty sure that I didn't do so hot.... I wish that it could just be on "What bone is this?" But nope it's name the smooth bump on the anterior portion of the humerus.... name the 2 convex bumps on the just inferior tot he head of the femor...blahhhhhhhhhhh I fucking hate landmarks, tuberosities, tubercles and all that jazz. Next we get to learn about the lovely muscles.... all 600 of them. Not just the muscles... no, no, no, that would be to easy.... We have to know the origin..insertion and action. This sucks.... We get to drop one test this quarter. So far I have passed all of them with C+'s or higher..... So, if I really did blow todays test I then I'll have to make sure that I pass the muscles test...Wish me luck.

Here's something that is really on my mind..... Feed back would be great.....
I'm mad at my dad. Not so much at my dad, but his wife. And the more that I think about it, the more pissed I get. I don't really want to go into details, but I'm sick of all the unfairness that happens in this "family." It's like Sherrie has completely taken my dad from us and our kids. So, I am thinking of calling of writing my dad (I think a letter would be best) and tell my dad that until he can take a stand and be there for me (us) like he is with Sherrie's kids than I dont' want him to do ANYTHING for my girls. Shailee's birthday is coming up. So, is Matty's (candy's kid) I know that Shai will get a big $5. When Matty will get so much more. I know that it shouldn't matter. But DAMN it! It matters to me. It feels like my gilrs have one grandpa and that is John's dad. My dad is a wonderful man and my girls will never get to know that, because of her.
I want to tell my dad that if Shailee's persent comes in her hand writing that I will be sending it back unopened. I want to tell him that it hurts me that I have lived in Manti for almost 2 yrs and he has never been to my house. I want to tell him that when I come to Moab we won't be coming by. I want to ask him if it's ok that his wife has run his girls off. Not only me and Susan, but our kids. Faye and Meghan won't even go over there. And all of this is because of Sherrie. I want to ask him why he has been married to her for so long. I know that he isn't happy with her....what the fuck is it???? Is it because of his house??? Because of his retirement savings???? Would he rather live unhappily with a big bank account??? Or would he rather live the rest of his life with some money and his kids there with their children???? It kills me to think this way, but I'm sick of making up excuses why they always have Candy's kids, why does Sherrie take them to Cali, but not Riley and Chloe. They are old enough to see this. Why don't they (he) care???

Wow!

Three in a row. Post that is.... This will probably never happen again.
So, I am setting my sister in law up with a guy from school. I hope that they really like eachother. I just adore Lee (the guy), he is really sweet, funny and smart. Plus he is a good lil Mormon boy. Perfect for Miss Lacie, I think anyway. I tease him that he looks like a Ken Doll...haha

I already feel like a widow or single mom. John is still at work!!!! My new heater is never going to be installed!!! Plus I miss him. How in the heck am I going to manage having him hunting for 4 straight days????? I don't like this at all.......

I haven't been worth a shit about going to the gym lately..... And I feel like big loser. But dang it this CNA class is kicking my ass. It's not hard, but there is jsut so much homework that is due every class and class is 2 times a week from 6pm to 10pm.... At least this class will end around Halloween adn I have one of the top grades int he class. Yay me!!!

My lil bro is going to be 29 next week!!!! That is so weird. I still can't get over him being married and being a baby to my cute lil niece. I guess I should call him before the weekend since I'm sure that he'll be hunting with my dad.

Speaking of nieces..... Can I just tell you how much I love Faye?? That girl is a laugh a minute. But she also has grown into something completely opposite then most girls. But Faye is still a virgin (unheard of unless you live in Manti..haha) She doesn't cuss!!!! How did that happen...She comes from a long line of cusser damnit!!! But she is just a sweetie and she loves her family. I thought for sure that Susan would be a grandma by now...haha

Speaking of Gram's mine had surgery that other day. She is doing good,but still waiting for her settlement to be settled. She thinks that we should go spme place tropical instead of Europe..... I say whatever Gram... I'm taggin' along for the ride.... But honestly I'd rather go someplace tropical...The thought of being on a plane upteen hours really bothers me....

Anywho.... I guess I'm off to bed all alone.... for now anyway.
Toodles
I'll check for errors later

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhh

Ever had one of those days??????