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Guess who just finished her last research paper for the semester???? MEEEEEEEEE.....
:::::::::Jumping a up and down:::::::::: Lalalalalalalalalalalala...
I feel soooooo free. Even though I still have one more test and 2 finals. And I still have an Ok grade in Anatomy. Not what I'd hope for, but it's ok.

Maybe now I can get my house clean.... I haven't mopped my living room floors for about a month... Well, not like really mopped anyway. But you know what's weird? Is that everytime I get to a certain spot in my first living room I start to think about my Gramps and I cry.....it never fails. I don't understand it.... It's odd..... My Gramp's had never seen my house before he died. Weird, weird. Another thing that I do that is weird.... I color coordinate my hangers in the laundry room....haha Just the empty ones..haha I never really thought about it, until Riley walked in there and seen what I was doing and called me a freakand walked out...haha I guess I am...... Oh well.


I am going to The Salt City this weekend. We're going to see The All-American rejects on Saturday.... Should be entertaining...... Hmmmm yeah..... Not as excited as the Nickelback concert, but what the hell. It will be fun.

Kind of creeped out right now. I'm not so sure if I want to post it here..... But if you have an inquiring mind just ask I'll tell..hahaha I'm just not sure I want every schmuck and his dog reading about it...... Yeah it's weird.....

Hmmm we went to Reno for Thanksgiving. It was a looooong trip. But I did get alot of studying done on the drive, both there and back. It was fun getting to know the other side of John's family. The Mormon side. Such a big difference from the Moab clan...haha Ohhhh my!!!!

Anywho, I'm off to study the reproductive system..... I should get an A onthis test..heehee
Toodles...

Lalalalalalalalanie!!!!!

Anywho.... my sis and I got tickets to "The All-American Rejects" We are taking my niece Faye.... It's going to be sooo much fun... I can't believe that Faye wants her mom and aunt (me) to go...hahaha Whatever..... I'm always up for a concert and a good time.... And since Faye is only going to be 17...... we have a sober driver.... How lovely is that???????

Hmmm I went to SLC last weekend.... Ohhhhhh my is all I can say... Uncle Mikey took me out Saturday..... A good time was had by all.... Sunday afternoon was absolutely delightful..... ummm yeah, it was great.... I was pretty tired driving home that evening... But whatta weekend...
I still haven't recovered.....heehee


New obsession... Dried Mangoes!!!! I freakin' love themmm WHO KNEW!!! Only bad thing is the sugar.... I can't find any without sugar.....
And if your wondering Mylissa about my obsession with Chad Kroeger..... It's just a crush now.....

School school..... Hmmmmmmm What's new.... Well, I think I told you all about holding the brain.... I held a heart the other day.... It was gross.... I have pictures if anyone wants to see...hahahaha I think that my organ holding days are over though, until I'm a nurse of course..... We are working on the digestive system and well, that's just yicky....haha Maybe I'll get to hold a lung... I don't know..... I still hate nutrition, but It's almost over WOOT WOOT....
My research group in Anatomy and I have to perform a Mock surgery (unless someone wants to volunteer to be a victim, I volunteer my the dreaded ex...haha.) We have decided to perform a lobotomy (see Josh would be a perfect candidate)...heehee... The hot professor thinks that we are oh so original...hahaha DUH!!! Of course we are.... It should be interesting.... It will be better if we can find an old video clip from when they used to do them.... Personally I still think that lobotomies should still be done.... I know a few men that could use one...hahahahhaha

Anywho, speaking of lobotomies I need to do my rearch on them.... so toodles....
Love to all....

Kisses

Well, so much has happened since I posted last. I finished my CNA class. I got an A- on my final and an A on the skills fianl.... YAYAYAYAYAA I rock..haha Actually it's a bone head class and you'd have to be a complete retard to not pass. That will be lovely for my GPA though..haha I had to do my last clinical in Richfield at the nursing home there.... What a wild time that was.... There were so many old perverts...haha But it was good. I hope that I am never as bad off as some of these people....

My wonderful and most favorite boss sold the store.... It's been a really hard week there. The new bosses took over on Wednesday. I'm not so sure how I feel about all of this.... Sad and worried, but kind of excited. I'm happy for my boss, he is pretty sick so this will be such a relief for him, but still... I have such mixed emotions about all of this..... I guess that if I don't like it I can always work in a nursing home.... blahhh I don't know.....

I'm going to SLC next weekend. My gram and I are going to decide where we should go on our lil vacation.... I'm so excited.... I wish we could leave tomorrow...haha I need a break from husbands, kids, school..... Maybe I can my uncles to take me out and get me wasted...haha Uncle Larry and Mike are always fun..haha Pretty darn cute too...haha And they are single... so let me know if any of you single girls are interested...hahaha They would love that I'm pimping them out on the net...haha

So, I was stalking myspace last night..hahahaha Can I just say how sweet revenge is.... I came across a pix of Josh's 2nd wife.... You know the one that was my friend in high school and then tried to take my kids away ...hahaha Nothing can be sweeter than knowing that Josh spent time in jail and she's a fat cow now.... Yes, yes I know. It's mean to think this, but those of you that know the whole story would agree.... Speaking of fat cow's.... I have lost 10 in like 2 weeks!!! My pants don't fit now... I just bought a few new pairs.... Lossing that much that fast isnt' a good thing... oh well. I'm sure it's because the only thing that I have really been eating is yogurt, banana's amd mango's.... Geez....

Halloween was a great time... I'm so glad it's over though. I'll post pix later. I had 2 vampire's...a princess and a reniassance princess (John kept calling her a serving wench... someone has seen "the cable guy" too much)

Anywho, I am going to study the brain...
toodles...

And so......

I took an anatomy test today on the bones.... I'm pretty sure that I didn't do so hot.... I wish that it could just be on "What bone is this?" But nope it's name the smooth bump on the anterior portion of the humerus.... name the 2 convex bumps on the just inferior tot he head of the femor...blahhhhhhhhhhh I fucking hate landmarks, tuberosities, tubercles and all that jazz. Next we get to learn about the lovely muscles.... all 600 of them. Not just the muscles... no, no, no, that would be to easy.... We have to know the origin..insertion and action. This sucks.... We get to drop one test this quarter. So far I have passed all of them with C+'s or higher..... So, if I really did blow todays test I then I'll have to make sure that I pass the muscles test...Wish me luck.

Here's something that is really on my mind..... Feed back would be great.....
I'm mad at my dad. Not so much at my dad, but his wife. And the more that I think about it, the more pissed I get. I don't really want to go into details, but I'm sick of all the unfairness that happens in this "family." It's like Sherrie has completely taken my dad from us and our kids. So, I am thinking of calling of writing my dad (I think a letter would be best) and tell my dad that until he can take a stand and be there for me (us) like he is with Sherrie's kids than I dont' want him to do ANYTHING for my girls. Shailee's birthday is coming up. So, is Matty's (candy's kid) I know that Shai will get a big $5. When Matty will get so much more. I know that it shouldn't matter. But DAMN it! It matters to me. It feels like my gilrs have one grandpa and that is John's dad. My dad is a wonderful man and my girls will never get to know that, because of her.
I want to tell my dad that if Shailee's persent comes in her hand writing that I will be sending it back unopened. I want to tell him that it hurts me that I have lived in Manti for almost 2 yrs and he has never been to my house. I want to tell him that when I come to Moab we won't be coming by. I want to ask him if it's ok that his wife has run his girls off. Not only me and Susan, but our kids. Faye and Meghan won't even go over there. And all of this is because of Sherrie. I want to ask him why he has been married to her for so long. I know that he isn't happy with her....what the fuck is it???? Is it because of his house??? Because of his retirement savings???? Would he rather live unhappily with a big bank account??? Or would he rather live the rest of his life with some money and his kids there with their children???? It kills me to think this way, but I'm sick of making up excuses why they always have Candy's kids, why does Sherrie take them to Cali, but not Riley and Chloe. They are old enough to see this. Why don't they (he) care???

Wow!

Three in a row. Post that is.... This will probably never happen again.
So, I am setting my sister in law up with a guy from school. I hope that they really like eachother. I just adore Lee (the guy), he is really sweet, funny and smart. Plus he is a good lil Mormon boy. Perfect for Miss Lacie, I think anyway. I tease him that he looks like a Ken Doll...haha

I already feel like a widow or single mom. John is still at work!!!! My new heater is never going to be installed!!! Plus I miss him. How in the heck am I going to manage having him hunting for 4 straight days????? I don't like this at all.......

I haven't been worth a shit about going to the gym lately..... And I feel like big loser. But dang it this CNA class is kicking my ass. It's not hard, but there is jsut so much homework that is due every class and class is 2 times a week from 6pm to 10pm.... At least this class will end around Halloween adn I have one of the top grades int he class. Yay me!!!

My lil bro is going to be 29 next week!!!! That is so weird. I still can't get over him being married and being a baby to my cute lil niece. I guess I should call him before the weekend since I'm sure that he'll be hunting with my dad.

Speaking of nieces..... Can I just tell you how much I love Faye?? That girl is a laugh a minute. But she also has grown into something completely opposite then most girls. But Faye is still a virgin (unheard of unless you live in Manti..haha) She doesn't cuss!!!! How did that happen...She comes from a long line of cusser damnit!!! But she is just a sweetie and she loves her family. I thought for sure that Susan would be a grandma by now...haha

Speaking of Gram's mine had surgery that other day. She is doing good,but still waiting for her settlement to be settled. She thinks that we should go spme place tropical instead of Europe..... I say whatever Gram... I'm taggin' along for the ride.... But honestly I'd rather go someplace tropical...The thought of being on a plane upteen hours really bothers me....

Anywho.... I guess I'm off to bed all alone.... for now anyway.
Toodles
I'll check for errors later

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhh

Ever had one of those days??????

Well, well, well................

Look who hasn't posted on her blog forever!!!! Sorry to let the fans down, but ya know...... Well, I have been freakin' CRAZY BUSY lately OK!!!! It's rough being a mommy, a student, an employee and a wife all at the same time.

So, school is grand. I passed my first anatomy exam (first time for everything) Yay!!!!! It's only an 80, but I'll take it!!!! So, I have about a B- in lecture and guess what??? An AAAAAAAA in Lab!!!!! Yay me!!!

Hmmmm let's see..... Teh girls are great. I'm not pleased with Riley's grades right now. But Middle school is a BIG change so I am giving her a few weeks to get her grades back to where they need to be. And if they aren't Miss Riley can kiss cheerleading good-bye. Oh yeah she made the JV cheer team.

Next weekend is my first weekend of being a hunting widow since John and I got married. Not the best timing for him to be gone, but he needs the break. And he needs to spend some time with his dad. So, it will be great for him.

I had my first clinical at the care center last Monday..... Hmmmmmm it was interesting. But really sad. I have never been so happy to be me in my life. The ppl were either very old, very handicapped or they had serious mental probelms. And in a weird way it was really good to help some of the ppl out. They were so greatful to have us there. Some were really mean, but that just comes with the job. I think that I"d liek to maybe work in Hospice. I dont' know I'll think about it, but I think that working with hospice will help me be a better nurse and it will help me get over a lil fear that I have with dying ppl.

Anywho, I'll post later......Lub's ya!!!

Screams of INSANITY!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear that Riley is going to be the death of me...... She is so not good for my blood pressure...... Along with the new fast pulse rate that I have acquired. ARRRGGHHHH!!!!!! But that is all I am going to say about that now...if I post it now I'll just end up mad at her again.... So, maybe when I think that it's funny I'll post it.

I can't believe how long it has been since I posted......
So, the concert was AWESOME!!!!! OMG!!!! It was truly the most amazing thing.... I have never been to a "ROCK" concert.... I loved it.
After the concert we went and seen Rod's band.... He is so cute. I love that lil guy. The whole weekend was great. It was fun seeing Chris again. Thankfully my uncle Larry made it through the weekend without having a heart attack from worrying about us....hahaha Silly Uncle Lar...haha


So, we all started school last week. Well, Maicee starts on Tuesday.
Riley is Playing hte violin her first year in MIDDLE SCHOOL!!!! Yeah Middle school...when did I get so old?????? I listened to her play today... Not as bad (or excruiating) as I thought that it was going to be....

Chloe is in 4th grade..... She looks like a 1st grader...haha I wonder if she'll ever grow? Her teachers name is Mrs. Bone...haha I can't help but laugh when I think of a teacher with that last name..... I hope she's a popular teacher...haha

Shailee is in Kindergarten.... Awwwww... she is so sweet. She just loves school. I ran into her teacher the other day... She jsut loves Shai. Of course she does... You can't not like this kid.

Maicee will start her 2nd year of preschool. She can't wait. It's killing her that her sissy's get to go, but not her.

And me...lalalalalalala..... Round 2 of Anatomy and Nutrition....... Ty (my anatomy professor...the hot guy) has changed the way he does the testing :::::WOOT WOOT::::
I am so up for that. So maybe I can pass this time.....haha
Nutrition...blahhhhhhh I still hate it.... But at least I just have to sit there there for 50 mintues instead of an hour and half....
And I have a CNA class.... I have an Osmond in my class...haha He looks just like Donny, but about 50 pounds heavier...haha I think this is Donny's nephew.....haha He seems like a fun kid. I can't stop looking at him though...haha I really like my CNA instructor..... Looks liek it will be a fun class.... except wiping another persons butt...haha Oh I seat by the most annoying lady... AGRGGGGHHHRRRRAGG
I will shoot myself if I have to sit by her every class. What kind of person is going to turn to a complete stranger and tell that stranger that she had to disconnect the interent at her house because she got hooked on porn?????? Really this happened.... OMG!!!!!! Plus she talks during class... I HATE THAT!!!!!!
Helen our instructor asked us to sit in the same seats every class..... I think I'll have to have a lil talk with Helen if Tuesday diesn't get better.

Anyway, I guess I better feed my tribe before they get on the war path.

Toodles

Teenage Love Triangle.......

UGH! I don't think that I am ready for this teenage love shit..... Plus my oldest isn't a teenager yet..there for I shouldn't have to deal with it yet....
BUT guess what???!! I am dealing with it in full force....

A year and a half ago when we moved to Manti, Riley had all of the attention of all the lil boys her age and one older (but we won't go there). She was bringing home tons of love letters from these sweet lil Mormon boys...haha She finally settled on one lil boy named Austin...Who is really cute..... but a lil shit.

Anyway, this isn't about Austin. Although he has been Riely's "boyfirend" about a hundred different times since we have moved here. This is about the first friend that Riley ever made here.. His name is Kyle.

Kyle lives across the street. I guess a few days ago he gave Riley a letter declaring his "likeness" for her and asks her to "go with" him. Riley has a another "boyfriend" and she tells Kyle that if Nick doesn't "love" her anymore she'll be his girlfriend..... ::::::deep breathing::::::
Anyway, out of the blue Nick appears back in Riley's life. They havne't talked all summer..... but he is back and Riley tells Kyle in a note.....
"Sorry he loves me...you like me" Now Kyle is pissed and hates Riley @@

So, Kyle sends Riley a note today that says I don't forgive you now...maybe I will one day.... Wah f****** wah..... They are 11. Anyway, Riley writes this note back to Kyle that says "Maybe I will be yours one day" :::gags::: (Chloe has been delivery girl all day) I made Riley tear it up and told her to tell Kyle that he was her first friend in Manti and that her mom says that she is too young for a boyfriend...... We haven't got a reply from him yet....haha

But when I told her that she was to young for a boyfriend she back fires..... "How old were you?" ughhhhhhhhhhhh I know that I was about her age..... But dang it things were different back then (I think). But put age a side.... She is my daughter...if my dad wasn't paying attention to what I was up to that is his problem...... Harsh I know. But I have 4 girls and I am always worreid about them.... But Riley really hasn't ever been without a "boyfriend" since, oh kindergarten....... I explained to her that I don't want her to be the kind of girl that always has to have a boyfriend, of the kind of girl that always has the same boyfriend. I wnat her to date different boys when she is old enough and not the same one all through high school....and then marries himadn decides after 5 years of marriage and 2 babies later that she is bored with him and wants something different.

I told her that if she just concentrates on growing up to be a good person and focuses on school and her friends then her memories of high school will be much more fullfilling....instead of all of her memories involving the same boy over and over.

Then we had the talk that boys get to an age where they will tell a girl anything so girls will sleep with them. She had no idea that this can happen...haha You should have seen her face..... then she tells me "Mom I'm not like that" I know she's not... I just want her to be smart and know that not all boys are honest when it comes to the things that they say.

UGH! Why is it so hard being a parent????? I feel so unprepared for this. I hope that I am doing all of this right.... I always wonder what my mom would have said to me...... She never had to worry about it when she was alive..... So, I'm doing this blindly. And praying that I am doing it right. She said that she understands what I'm getting at.... I hope that she really does..... I really hope that it gets easier with each girl...haha ::::overdoses on prozac::::
And lil Kyle and Riley need to understand that heart break is part of growing up and getting smarter..... Hopefully they realize that they are to young to be so wrapped up in love and it's evil ways....haha ::::::big exhale:::::

Anyway, all of this is coming at perfect time....... What timeis that,you say???
The time for NICKELBACK!!!!! It's this Friday.... LAalalalalalalalalalala
I really need to break away from kids for a few days... I'm so excited..... Hell I think that I'd even be excited if I wasn't going to the concert...haha


Anyway, I'm going to go break open a bottle of something strong...haha
Toodles.

The fans

Or I should say the fan has been on pins and needles awaiting my next post.... So here it is.... And it will probably really freak her out!!!!!

Chris sit down..take a deep breath... what I'm about to tell may shock you.

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I'm PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::::slits wrist::::

Just kidding! hahaa.
But I do have shocking new. John is very unhappy at work and will lets face it. He is getting older and heating and air can be hard on the body, especially the knees.
So, he was talking the other night and brought up the idea of being a sheriff :::jaw drops to the floor::: ~ ~ ~flash backs of being married to an ass~ ~ ~
Then I brought up the idea of being a guard and the Gunnison Prison. And I think that John is going to do it!!!!! Yes, he knows that he has to make major life style adjustments. But I really do think that he would be great at it. Plus it's a damn good job for this area. We have to get things taken care of before he can apply. But hmmmm who would have thought that this would be a direction that he would take. And if you ask me... well, all I have to say is that it is about freaking TIME!!!!

I start school again in 4 weeks.... blahhhhhh where has my summer gone??? I'm not ready for the dead guy again....... But since the Professor is hot I guess that I will suck it up and go...ha

My sister and her family of 10 will be here on Friday. Hmmmmmm I think that I'll need prozac.....Or a big bottle of whiskey.

So, 16 more days before NICKELBACK! I just can't wait!

So, my big girls are back adn Riley has already been in the ER. What is it with this kid? Ok it really was crazy. They got home on Friday. We walked over to Kerries to see the Oddles of Snoodles (that is what I call her litter of 9 puppies)
Aways Ri and I were sitting outside and seh was attacked by wasp! Three of them sting her on the hand!!!! It was crazy! Anywho, I brought her home and gave Benadryl and ice. The next morning her hand was a lil swollen, but nothing serious. She went camping with John Saturday night. Sunday Debi (my cousin was here) and I were sitting on the porch drinking coffee and John's truck pulled up. I was stunned to see them so early. Riley got out of the truck and her hand had swollen up to be about 5 times bigger then normal.... So I brushed the teeth and took her away to Mount Pleasant. Thankfully it was a natural reaction to the venom. And Doc said that I was doing everything right(yay me). She just needed to keep her hand up in the air so that gravity would pull the swelling down. It worked and she is better.

Anyway, I had to work at 7am this morn. I'm tired I'll check for errors later.
Peace out...wurd to your mutha...haha Sorry I'm tired.....haha

What is it??!!

Is Manti really that far behind the times?? Surely not?
The other night John and I were going to sleep... Both of us exhausted and ready for uninterrupted sleep.... About 1030 we were both ready to doze off when we hear the air siren horn!!!!! You know the one that goes off when a bomb is about to hit your town or a twister is coming..... I'm pretty sure that a bomb is not on it's way to lil ol' Manti and well, twisters have hit here, but still I know it's not that.
The iar siren goes off to let everyone know that there is a fire... So, they have to wake up the hole town to let them know... I'm thinking that if the fire was close to my house I'd know it without the siren telling to look out my window.... I wonder if this is the way that they inform all of the volunteer firefighters that there is a fire. Don't they have pagers that can go off in the quiet of the said firefighters home?? I just dont' understand. Kerrie said that they used to test it every day. Why? Everyime I hear it go off off I want ot duck under my desk...haha Just like in the WWII movies....hahaha Awwww small town life.

So, I have been at it again. Getting my arse up at 450am to go to the gym with Kerrie. It's so hard...haha It's only been two days back at it faithfully and I feel better already. More energy and my blood pressure is going back to normal. So, I don't have to take those awful pills. I hope anyway. Today it was 133/76. The top number is still a little high. But I am going to give it a few more days before I make another appt..... I guess that I should anyway. Blahhhh I hate the Dr's office. Hopefully I can lose the rest of this weight. We'll see.

Well, my baby girl is starting to say her "S's"....I'm really sad. I love the way she talks... Selfish I know. She gets so excited when she realizes that she can say a word right.... I'm happy for her, but her being able to talk right is just another reminder that my baby is getting bigger.

Oh, new obsession.... It's not a person this time. (Yes Mylissa I still am obsessed with Chad.) But I love love love the new Gain Apple Mango blossom laundry soap and softer...hahaha Smells sooooo good. Oh my gosh! I even made Frebreeze with it....haha Gain needs to sale this in a candle. I looove it!

So, 31 more days befor the Nickelback concert. I am so suprised that my hubby hasn't started to freak out about me going, I'm sure as it gets closer he will start freaking out more and more. We'll see. I can't wait to see Chad.... And I can't wait to have a weekend with Chris! It's going to be great! I just wish that Stacy was coming. It will be so weird going to a concert without her.

My big girls are in Moab right now. They have been gone too long. I think that next summer we are going to do the visits different. What makes Josh's mom think that she can have them so much. They are my kids not her's. Hell half of the time I didn't think of them as Josh's kids....haha John's has been more of a father to them then Josh has. Josh is just a pizza dad. That's fine with us. He is fighting fires in ID, maybe he'll burn up and go to hell. I can wish can't I?


Anyway, I need to go shopping.
Toodles

Back by popular demand!

This is just for Chris..... haha
I haven't posted because I can't think of anything to say :::jaw drops to floor::: Yes folks! Lanie has been speechless for weeks...haha Better call the Media..ha

Ok ok so, what is new.... Hmm Chris and I are going to NICKELBACK!!! WOOT WOOT!!!
I get to see Chad... Soooooooo freakin' EXCITED!!!!Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I can't wait! Plus just being away from anyone who calls me mom is going to be awesome. I love them, but sometimes I need to run away.

I kind of have a new job. That's new. It's at a loan office. I go through millions of Law school loans.... It's a boring job, but I get paid for mindless work and I can go in whenever I want... Always a plus...

I feel like a single mom lately. John has been working so much. I'm really starting to miss him.

So, I am in an ongoing debate with old creepy guy at work that wants me....haha (I think that I like his new name) He is trying to convince me that his taste in music is better then mine. He brought me a cd from "The Guess who"... ummm yeah.... think dont' so. We are about20 yrs apart in age... I'm not supposed to like the same music as my parents...haha Frankly I dont' give flying F*** whose music is better. I like what I like and that is that. I wish he would go away.
He told me that he was going to Nickelback if I got up and danced naked on stage...haha Yeah that would be hot.... ::::pukes on floor:::: It would be like a wallrus trying to do the twist...haha No thanks.

I had probably the most uncomfortable conversation in MY LIFE! Yesterday at work a guy that comes in everyday came in and well, we chat for a few minutes before he leaves. Yesterday he asked me how long John and I have been married. I told him 5 yrs. He said that him and his wife have been married for almost 12 yrs. He asked if I like being married and now that I'm not married to a freak I love being married. HE said that it's ok, but he can't get it from his wife. Now this started feeling like he was hoping that my married was sucky too. Sorry bud. I love my husband and well, our sex life does not suffer..haha But he went on to tell me that he is lucky if he gets it once and month and a blow job once a yr.... haha John on the other hand...haha He thinks that he should get a "Father's Day BJ" a "Christmas BJ" an "Easter BJ" a "Birthday BJ" a " Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday and Sunday BJ" I'm wondering how this woman gets away with only doing it once a yr???? haha She's my hero!!!! And honestly if I was married to her hubby I'd avoid him like the plague...haha He looks like an albino, which is fine if that kind of person turns you on... but I'll just suffer with my hot hubby...haha But really who tells someone especially of the opposite sex things like this. I'm pretty much a stranger to this guy. I see hidden agenda written all over this.
John wants to quit my job. I would if I could.


Hmmm what else is new? The mormons haven't been by ::::knocks on wood:::: But they did call the other night.... LOVE caller ID.

I guess the week before Nickelback I have to go to the Cox family reunion. I'll really need that concert after this.... A weekend with Cory Cox and Kari Englebright and some nice wholesome Mormonism... ummm yeah I'll be ready to do some nice wholesome sinning...haha Well, you know.... Nothing to serious.....
It's so weird that we're family now.... Although I haven't seen Cory and Kari forever. It's still weird. Cory's dad is married again. I think that this is the 3rd time since Debbie died. Geez

Anywho, I will try to post more from now on...ok

Awww

It's that time again for the Mormon Miracle Pagent.... Awww Pagent week...
The wonderful week here in Manti where the town crams 20,000 (not exaggrating either) extra Mormons into this tiny lil town that is built to suit only 2,000 people. I love trying to sleep at night while listening to somes guys voice booming into the microphone at the Temple grounds.... Awww yes I love Pagent week.... NOT!!!! I freaking hate it! HATE IT!!! I know technically I haven't lived in this town long enough to be a true local and not long enough to biotch about the things that they have done forever.... But come one.... Who really wants to hear 600 Mormons singing and re-enacting the Book of Mormon in the middle of the night???? I guess the 20,000 people that visit Manti for the 6 fabulous nights full of gospel and the holy ghost. Really it is around 20,000 every night.... So, that is roughly 60,000 strnagers that invade my sweet...quite lil town that I love so much.

Speaking of Mormon's... They are determined to get John into church again...haha
They have come by about 9 times in the past 2 weeks.... The next time they come I am finally telling them that we are not interested and if we decide to attend church we know the time and place.... This is exactly why people are leary about this church,.... they don't go away...they don't get the hint.... DOn't they think that if we wanted to go to church we would go without them telling us the times and days ... @@

So, Nickelback is in concert Aug 11th... Can we say FREAKING excited?????? Ah I just can't wait to see Chad in person... Girls we're in trouble.... I just might have to jump the stage and jump on that man....hahaha Just kidding...kind of ;)
And what is even better...... I didn't have to cry and beg like I had to with the DM concert...haha Really it wasn't that bad...But you know John. He needs to relax..take a chill pill.... I really don't understand him. Does he think that I have the body of Jessica Simpson??...and every guy that see's me wants me??.... I mean I have looked at myself in the mirror.... if I look like Jessica...well then I guess I need stronger glasses.... Cause I sure as shit don't see it. But if he see's me that way... That's just fine and dandy! haha!!!!!!!

Haha!!! So, John got whistled at today by a few girls ..haha He marched into work to tell me all about it...haha A lil jealous...but not much. I see girls looking at him all the time. He doesn't think it ever happens, but it does. He had to make sure to tell me, because I tell him about all the guys that come into my work and hit on me. Last Monday we drove out to the store to get some fuel and guess who was there???? RC... the same guy that says my marriage is a waste and he wishes that he could take me home.... Uh huh... yeah it was not a comfortable situation... Especially, when RC came out of the store and saw me... Was even worse when he drove by John's truck and glared at him and was even WORSE when John matched his glare.....Was even worse on the way home when I was trying to change the subject and John started screaming "THAT MOTHER FUCKER!!! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS TO HIT ON MY WIFE AND GLARE AT ME LIKE THAT????" Yeah.... What's up with RC???? He is funny and we chat a lil when he comes into the store...but come on..... Does he really think that one day I will be with him??? I don't think so....

Anywho, the kids are great. Especially since the older ones are with their dad as we speak.... It's so nice and quite around here... Me loves it.... Not that I want them to stay with their dad forever... but I do love it when they are with stupid....
The babies are great...they're really not babies anymore though....Maicee wants to paint the garage watermelon pink for father's day...haha I'm half tempted to do it...haha Just the inside...haha I'd love to see the look on JOHn's face....hahahaha

My dad confessed the other night on the phone that it really bothers him that I am taking Anatomy...haha Yeah it bothers me too dad....haha Bothers me even more that I have to take it again...haha I guess he doesn't like the thought of his girl with her hands on (or in) a dead guy...haha I wonder what he'll think when I tell him about the first cathter that I inserted into a live man...hahaha JOhn will hate it for sure....hahaha Awwww good times..woohoo!!!

Anyway, Kims birthday was last week. I'm broke as always, so I burned a few CD's for her..haha It was mostly music that we listen to in High School... I love Flesh for LUlu again.... She hasn't told me what she thought of them yet...haha But I love them....haha And John just looks at me and says.."What is this shit?" haha I always pictured marrying a man that loves the same type of music that I do...haha Gotta love him.... Even though he likes that Skynard crap...haha

Anyho, I'm about ready to pass out.

Toodles

Things I freakined learned today!!!

1. That I am not the Betty Crocker or Martha Stewart that I dream of bing.
2. I will never be the Betty Crocker or Martha Stewart that I dream of being.
3. I will stop trying to be the Betty Crocker or Martha Stewart that I dream of being.

This is a lost dream... Sad, but true.
Maicee's birthday was Monday. Because of pain in the butt family members we are just getting to her party today. The poor girl has had to wait 4 days for her party.
Anywho, it is in my head that I have to make these wonderful cakes for my girls for their birthday's. I usually succeed. I'm not doing so great with Maicee's cake. It is a double decker white cake with (hopefully) marshmallow flowers with gumdrop centers all over it.
So, it is finally cool enough to start putting it together. I am using my new awesome (or so I thought) spring form pans. Well, it never occured to me to undo the spring in the cake is safely on the counter. STUPID me! I un did the spring right before I set it down and it went crashing to the floor. ::::::SCREAMS::::::
Breathing deeply I picked it up and realized that it isn't that bad. Thanksfully I just cleaned the floors and the kids and the dog are outside. I got it back together and pretty good too..... Got the frosting out started frosting the fucking thing and BAM! the frosting is starting to melt! WHY THE FUCK ME!!!!! I decided that putting it in the freezer was my best option until I can finish the flowers. Cleaned out the bottom part of the feezer. I even made sure that nothing would fall on to the cake....but I didn't secure that Freeking bottle of Jim Beam that has been in my freezer for about 3 months with a little drink left in it...WHAT do you know??? Th fucking bottle falls onto the cake @@ Figures. I am now finishing off the bottle (I think that I need it) So, now the cake is resting nicely and I am trying to relax a little bit before I have to put up with John's nephew. I might need another bottle of Jim Beam. I think that I should go for the gallon size this time.
Anywho, I'm off to make the EFFING flowers. Hopefully I am done with the bad luck that I am having with this cake.

Brrrrrrrr

It's frickin' freezin' out!!! The temp outside says 73. I don't think so. It's cold oustside. I think it's going to be a soup day. My poor lil Chloe didn't wear a jacket to school. Even I told her she should. I bet she is regretting not listening to dear ol' mom. What do I know anyway? haha

So, it's off to MOAB this weekend. I am so excited to see Sommar and my fam. I haven't seen my dad since December. So it will grand to see him. Gil might be there too. It would be awesome to see him and meet his wife. My lil bro will be there also. I love his lil baby so much. Although she likes her uncle John more then her Aunt Meewaw...haha But John will be banned to underneath the house for the day so I can have Miyah to myself and John can figure out what he needs to have to install daddy dears heater. And Saturday Night is a night for drunken friends and cousins. Cause heaven forbid we can't be in Moab without the whole Hill clan reunion...haha Just kidding I love Most of them.....

My blood pressure is still pretty high. It's about 131/94. Not ideal, but better then 154/111...haha When did I get old??? Oh I know! It was on Mother's day when Sherrie informed me that JJ is graduating mext spring :::jaw drops to the floor::: Can you all believe it???? My lil step bro is getting married to a girl from the Russia or somewhere over there.... I keep telling myself that she isn't a mail order bride.... (she really isn't) It just seems that way.. They have met a few times. I wish all the best to Wade and bride. It just seems weird to me. But I guess it doesn't matter what I think.

So, I'm still obsessed with Chad. I keep trying to change the music on my computer and in the van, but everything else bores me right now. So, it continues.
I started reading my new "Anatomy and Phys for Dummies" I wonder if they make a book called "Anatomy and Phys for really stupid people" haha Actually the phys part is really confusing. Maybe my next purchase should be "chemistry for Dummies" because that is what phys is mostly about.

My cousin Brandi found me on My space. I haven't talked to her is about 16 yrs or so. She is still the same. I miss her so much. I was hoping to see her at gramps funeral, but she couldn't make it. But it's great to talk to her again. She's so much fun.

I have had with the guys that come into my work. One has started calling me "sexy" WTF??? And another one got mad at Jenni the other day because I am married. What is the problem with these guys??? John is ready to go kick ass....hahaha Awwww my hero

Anywho...ciao

What a week.....

It feels like last Friday was a million yrs ago. Riley hurt her foot and we thought that it was broken. It's not. But geeeezzzzzzzzzzzz. That girl is going to be the death of me. I have now realized that my girls are the reasons for my HBP...haha I'm just glad that it's not broken. But she does have to wear a boot and use crutches :::sighs:::

So, I finally heard back from Gil.... It's been great catching up with him.... He is still a great guy. Mylissa you need to come to Utah and we can have a lil reunion. Gil only lives an hour or so from me...haha But I guess when you live in central Utah your pretty much an hour from everything...haha

By the way Mylissa... I love your idea with the camera's... Sounds like fun. I'll do it if you want me too, but my life isn't all that exciting. But my girls are cute. I could take pictures of the polyg houses..haha And the Mormon Temple..haha Actually it's very beautiful. And this time of yr the flowers are amazing. I could also take a picture of the urinal waterfall in my back yard..haha It's pretty funny to see.

I have been pondering things about my husband lately. I love him more then I could ever love another man, but I am just to irriated with some of the things that he does. Like his waste of paper towels. This drives me freeeeeeeekin' CRAZY! He doesn't need to use paper towels to dry his hands. That is what clothe towels are for.... He never shaves until I clean the bathroom sink.... and of course he never cleans up all the way... Yesterday at work I bought one single can of beer for the chicken that I want to cook today. You can't buy just one single can anywhere unless you want those big honkin can's and I don't .... he put it in the freezer to get it cold enough to drink..hahaha He didn't even ask why I had one beer... He just ASSumed that it was for him.... Sorry dear...
I hate the way he freaks out about the girls in the middle of the night and wants me to get up to check on them... haha What the hell??? I'm not worried why should I get up to check on them.... UH.... he drives me crazy. BUT! all this lil stupid shit is worth putting up with. He is really amazing. I have never felt loved until I married him... I love the way he wakes up in the middle of the night to put his arms around me and kisses me and tells me that he loves me...and goes right back to sleep. Half the time he doesn't remember doing it the next morning. I love that he sings to me when I can't sleep and sings to me when we have been arguing. I love that we stay up at night and giggle like kids.... I love that he knows when to put arms around me and hugs me when I need a hug without telling him so.....
I love that he close with his mom... Sometimes it is great being married to a mama's boy...But sometimes it's like an episode of "everybody loves Raymond".
I even love the way he knows the words to "Top GUn" word for word. We can't watch that movie without him doing every part word for word with all the emotions. He doesn't know that I love it..I love that he knows the words to "The Princess Bride" (my favorite movie) and he resights them too me through out the day...haha Oh my sweet Wesley (I know in the movie it's Westley, but his middle name is Wesley)
Awww isn't love grand?
Anywho, I'm off.

And so,

I went to the Doc today. It's not bad, but it's not good. He says that I'll have to take these meds for the next 60 or 70 years for high blood pressure...Yay me! I hate taking pills (that might explian why I have 4 kids..haha). UGH! I guess it could be worse. The doc ran some different types of blood test. Hopefully they all come back normal. The doc says that I should try to stop drinking caffeine :::slits wrist::: I am trying to quit the diet coke, but coffee???? No spank you. I gots ta have it.

I got my new "Anatomy and Phys for Dummies" today. It looks like a book...haha I guess that I should actually read it now. I'd rather read "DiVinci code" But my lovely mother in law has it still.....so, I wait.

The Chad Kroeger obsession is still going strong. What the hell? I am way to obsessive. Why can't it be the kind of obsessive house cleaning type of obsession? I could use that one...haha I also realized that I realllllllly love Whoppers. Looooo dood. This might explain why I can't get rid of the last 20 pounds that I need to lose...haha

So, I am paintng my kitchen soon. Yeah I know we just painted, but I hate it. My gram gave me lots of new dishes and I have to paint. It's all I can think of lately (besides Chad). I just can't find the color I want. I guess that I'll have to take a dish into the paint store to match it up. I can't wait until it's done. I also bought a hanging ceiling rack for my pots and pans. This is a brilliant idea. I really need the space and I'm sure that Chloe would love not being yelled at every freakin time she putsthe pans away, she just throws the pans into the cupboard....this drives my crazy....Could be the cause of my high blood pressure...haha I can't wait to get it.

The school year is almost over. My girls have 2 preschool graduations next week. I love the little programs they do...but I hate crying everytime...haha I'm such a boob.

We're supposed to go to Moab this weekend, but I was gone all last weekend and I need to have my field plowed and get my garden planted and my flowers planted.... Plus I need to see how these pills are going to make me feel... They say that I shouldn't drive until I know how they will affect me...hmmmm That sucks. I have to work tomorrow. And the next weekend... well Sommar won't be there and since none of my other girlfriends no longer live there I don't want to go...hahaha Someone has to get me drunk...haha

Obsessions

New obsession...haha it's bad too...haha I'm completely obsessed with Chad Kroeger...hahaha What the hell????? Are you wondering who he is?
He is the lead singer for Nickelback. I look at him and there is NO sexual appeal. But then I hear him sing... HOLY COW!!!! He makes my ovaries click!!! What is it about Nickelback and these dirty songs they sing..... Mmmmmmmm I think my hubby needs to learn the words to "Animals" That is the freakin hottest song that I have ever heard....haha
But this obsession will pass like the others....Like my obsession to Trent Reznor... HELLO! Love that man's tongue...haha Another reason I can't go to the NIN concert in May.... Ya'll know about the dreams I have about Dave after the DM concerts.....haha I'm surprised Stacy didn't wake up with me blowing in her ear...haha just kidding....kind of.....hahahaahahahahaha
I also had an obsession with Vince Gil :::pukes in trash::: He is not hot at all. But! He seemed so nice and I loved him when I was married to stupid....haha What the hell was I thinking???? I was thinking "How the hell did I end up marrying this asshole" haha
Anyway, I don't know what it is about Chad Kroeger, but Nickelback has to be the next concert....haha he reminds me of a boyfriend I had freshmen year.... (I won't name names just incase my daddy ever reads this...haha Sorry dad...haha) But we would sluff 6th and 7th hour and go have fun up at the power dam. Heehee.
It's funny that a song take you to a memory that you haven't thought of for years.... I wonder what he is doing these days. I should ask Stacy...Here's a hint...She used to be his cousin... Any guesses????
Anywho, I am going to go home and jump on my hubby ::::girly giggle::::
Ciao.

Freedom at last!!!

I am done with school for the summer! I hardly know what to do with myself. I didn't do all that great this semester. But I passed all but Anatomy and I can live with that, for now anyway.
Yesterday I ordered "Anatomy & Physiology for DUMMIES"...haha Hopefully it will be helpful.
Anywho. It's back up to SLC this weeknd to help my grandma. She had surgery yesterday. She had to have her shoulder replaced. And she will need help after she gets home.
My gram is suing the hospital. I am so happy that she finally decided to take my advice and do this. She broke her shoulder while my gramp was in the hospital dying. She slipped on something, I can't remember what. But basically it is the hospital's fault that this happened. So, my gram missed the last month of my gramps life, because of her shoulder. They asked if $3000 is enough compension for her pain??? Fuck no it's not. Her husband is now gone and she missed some good quality time with him because of those fuckers. So, no $3000 is not enough. Especially now that she had to have surgery because of this. Her lawyer says that he should be able to get her into the high 6 figures.... I hope so. Gram really needs the $$. Plus if she wins....we're going to Paris..Whooohoo.... I know wrong reason's for her to win. But she really deserves this money. She really needs it to. And she deserves to go someplace Fab while she is young enough to enjoy it. And if she wants to take her favorite granddaughter (ahem..me)....well that is just fine with me....haha Plus we always teased gramp about taking his life insurance $ and running off the Paris... John's not keen on me going, but he has a year to get used to the idea. His mom said that if I went then she was taking out a loan and coming with me...haha
Anywho, I'm off.
*DISCLAIMER*
I am not for sue happy people, but if a hospital needs it (same with a Dr. or any other business) then it should be done if there is a liable case. Being sued is a reminder to other people and businesses that they need to be careful.

Sighs of relief

Yesterdays rant is today's accomplishment. I finally found what I needed. Chris my friend gave me some help. Sadly it didn't have the info I needed. BUT! it did help with another paper that I have to hand in tomorrow. So Thanks Chris. YOU ROCK!!!!! I don't care what Jeff says about ya...haha Just kidding. Thanks so much though.
Back to amputation. I still can't believe that I had such a hard time finding my info. I laid in bed all night last night thinking of different search phrases that I haven't tried yet.... It took "what muscles are cut in a leg amputation procedure"...Voila... there it was, the answers to my prayers. To bad I'm still going to fail the class....haha Actually I fell really good about taking it over again.... But will I still feel that way next fall??? You'll have to stay tuned in...haha
And so I have two weeks left of classes. Well actually this week is it, next week are the finals. Dun da dun. I think that my only challenging final is going to be medical terminalogy. I'm not going to stress about Anatomy. Why bother it won't do any good. And my final for Hum Dev....well I can get a copy of the final from the lib and make a copy and memorize it.. so yeah it won't be hard. We don't even have to take the final and still get 60 points towards our grade..haha My Professor is crazy...haha And I have NO final in computers...whooowhooo.
Sucks that finals are the same week as my birthday... Oh well it's not like we ever do anything anyway. I'll just be glad to be done for the summer.

Oh my grandma called me the other day and asked me what I would say if she called me a year from now and asked me if I wanted to go to Paris....!!!! Well Duh? I'd say where's my passport....haha
Since I was 8 yrs old my grandma and I teased my grandpa that when he dies we are taking the insurance money and going to Paris. I never thought that we would go. It was just fun to tease Grandpa. So, we'll see what happens next May. I could use a free trip to Paris. Who couldn't???? I sure miss my grandpa though. The Friday before he died and I was in his hospital room, he kept doing circular movements with his hands. I thought that he was trying to tell me that he needed something. I'd hold his hand and he would push it away and continue with the circular motions. Well, come to find out that my grandpa was tying flies....haha He was going fishing...hahaha That is my favorite story in the whole wide world. My gramps was a great fishermen....
He was so cute when I walked into his room that Friday. His beautiful blue eyes lit up and he said "My beautiful girl is here." I love being his favorite....
There were other things said between us that I don't think that I am ready to post. But I will. I want to remember them forever.
Anywho, I'm off.

::::::screaming:::::::

Now I know why so many students flip out and have a nervous break down!!!!!
So, we have to do perform a mock surgery in Anatomy.... This is a group project. We decided to do an above the knee amputation (I have seen one of these done when I worked in the OR in Moab. It's pretty narly). My little group and I split up sections from the whole procedure like why a person might have to have an amputation done...pre op and post op....blah blah blah. The hardest part of the presentation is the actual procedure....THE PART I FUCKING HAVE!!!!!! You would think that I could find some type of info on this wonderful invention called the internet. Nope I can't, maybe I'm an idiot.... I'm stressed to the max! If I were doing this alone I'd say fuck it. Cause I'm not going to pass this fucking class anyway and I have already registered for next fall, but I have to pull through for my group. This totally sucks. Why did we have to pick this procedure. Why isn't Dr Hoffmiester around so I can bug him about it? He would help me. The only helpful thing that I have would is cool apmutation video off of Yahoo.....hahahaha it's pretty sick. But I can't tell if it's an arm or a leg...hahaha Pretty scary that I'm going into nursing huh? Not really. Cause I found it with my Hottie Professor Ty and he couldn't tell what it was either....haha Oh OH!!!!! Last week in lab :::shivers::: We saw a cross sectioned ding ding....hahahahaha I've said it before and I'm saying it again... There are some things in this world that we should never ever have to see.....haha You should see the cyst that the female cadaver had.... It was the size of an orange... Holycow.... that poor woman.
Anywho, I needed to vent. I love this blogging deal.... It's so theraputic...haha Although I look back at some of me post and I am now convinced that I am insane. But who ever said that was a bad thing??? Certainly not me....maybe my uncle who is married to my crazy aunt..... But honestly if I were married to him I'd try to kill him too...hahaha Anywho I'm outta here.
PS.... If a surgeon is reading my lovely little blog please email before tomorrow (4-17) and give me detailed instructions on a AKA. Thanks a bunch.

Always in my heart

http://www.legacy.com/saltlaketribune/Obituaries.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=17270355


I haven't said much about my grandpa's death. But I will when I can. Here is his obituary. It doesn't do him justice. He was awesome.......

My Grandpa died.
August 21, 1929 ~~March 25, 2006
I love you, you Oldfart.

I gots ta vent!!!!!

Sooooo, I complained about Chloe's major science project that is due today (yes it's done). But what the FUCK! I am so irritated with this whole junior genius ordeal. She is in 3rd grade and they want her to read 6 books....4 magazines and 2 encyclopdeia's ...she's 8. Not a college student for cryin' out loud...Not only does she have to do all of that....she (I) had to build a volcano....write a small book.....make a poster board....make up for questions that she wants answered while learning about volcanoes....UGH what happened to the 3rd grade reports we had to do? You know...write a report copied out of the encyclopedia.... And one model or diagram.... She doesn't need to be a genius on volcanoes...she doesn't need to be a genius at anything, but being a kid.... I wouldn't be bitchin about all of this if I hadn't talked to a few other 3rd grade mom's who say the same say me. It's just too much for a 3rd grader especially when they aren't given a decent amount of time. Especially with all the reading they have to do. UGH!!!! I am sooo glad that as of 1pm today she will be done. And I won't have another 3rd grader for awhile.... One mom even told me that some mothers store these projects for their next kid...hahaha I wish I could do that...haha But I won't because it's not fair to the kid to not pick out what they want to do their project on. Anyway, vent over.

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok....

No. I don'think that I am ok.....Well, it's been a shitty 2 days. My grandpa.... The Dr's thought that he was going into a coma last night.. Well, he is still around.... I hope that I make it up to SLC before he is gone. It will be just awful if I don't make it. I'd go earlier if I could, but I can't. So, I have been in a pretty awful mood for a couple of days. I did have a great talk with Chris tonight. I really needed it. I forgot about "Closet"....hahahahaha God we are mean..... Hey Chris can I take YOU home!!!????? ::::eyebrow wiggle::::: There is nothing like a true BIsexual woman...haha Yeah I know many of you are lost...if you want the link let me know.....hahaha But it's only funny if you know who we are talking about.

So, I'm forcing myself to write tonight. (can't let my fans down) I have nothing to say really. Except John just pulled his first gray. Out of his nose....hahaha love my hubby.... He is so cute. I think that I'll talk about how great he is...for just a minute....then I'll talk about myself again...ha! I just love love love love love love him......He just knows when it is the right time to say nothing and hold me. Anywho, back to myself.....haha I got in a fight at work today. What is it with assholes that don't pay their bills anywhere and then lose credit???? It's not my fault they didn't pay their bill last month!!!! I'm just glad that I have the kind of boss that let's me tell these people off...haha It's a great stress reliever...haha Dumb redneck moron anyway......
Anyway, I think that I am off to down a sleeping pill and pray that I sleep good. Please pray for my grandpa. I really do need to see him one more time. So does Robby.

UGH!

Have ya ever had one of those days that you wanted to run screaming from the house, while pulling out your hair? I want to run away and possibly never return...haha Holycow! Some days I think that I have way too many kids...haha My 11 year old has way to much attitude for this house. My 8 year old has a major science project due Thursday. The reason it isn't done is mostly my fault. So I can't complain about her . Can't complain about my 5 year old either she is pretty easy going...most days. My 3 year old. UGH!!!! She has done nothing but boob all day. I know she's 3 and that is what they do best. But geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Will it ever end?????? I am sooooo going to the gym tonight and letting daddy deal with them...haha Maybe Spring Break isn't that great after all.
I am getting away this weekend though. But I'm not jetting off to Mexico. My grandpa is dying and this will most likely be the last time that I see him. So I am going up north to visit with him and help my grandma around the house. She broke her shoulder, so I'm sure she'll have list of chores for me. But I'm more then happy to do then for her. I will have some type of fun Saturday. Right? God I hope so. I will be seeing a friend. Maybe two...haha Araig Cadkison...hahahahaha Sorry lil joke that no one will get, but me....Maybe.....
Maybe I'd be in a better mood if I changed the music in my stereo...Listening to Linkin Park scream at me all day.... Maybe I'll just get drunk...haha No that won't be a good idea. I have to work tomorrow. I just don't think I could stand that place with a hangover. Especially having to deal with all the old perves that come in and come on to me. ICK!!!! One old guy. Older then my dad keeps asking me to come and lay out with him...haha SICK SICK!!! Another guy is just too funny.. Sick but funny. I secretly love it though... only from him though.... I'm actually kind of sad if he doesn't come in when I'm there....haha.
Anywho, I've been reading my yearbooks lately. A certain friend didn't sign any of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know who you are!!!!!!!!
But I did find some things that has made my heart smile.... Like Derrick Delay.... Geez I miss him....He is so funny...perverted....and sweet all at the same time.....haha Another was Jamie Kaveny. God we had some good times...haha Still can't figure out who this Marc guy is :::Shivers::: But if I ever find him....Well, all I have to say to him is dream on!!!!!!!
Oh Dusty is another funny one.... That girl got me into so much trouble with my dad....GOD!!!! But she was a riot! Still is I might add.
And Buffy. We were supposed to meet in 2005 at the grandpa rock... needless to say I suck and forgot. Until she reminded my mom. But she didn't make it either..... So I don't suck that bad. ANd there is my hubbahubby....haha It's funny. Who knew?
Awww my beloved Beat-rice....haha Miss Som-mar.....
Then there is Ms. Darcey ::::::pukes in toilet::::: Friends forever, my ass! Dirty Tramp.... "your sooo beautiful, you remind me of a movie start" Rot in Hell TRAMP! Geez I think that I hate her a lil....haha
Don't you just love walking down memory lane????
So, I'm off to figure out what throw together for dinner.
(In the words of some idiots in high school) Peace out and Wuuuurd to Motha...ha!!!!!!

So bad it's comical.....

Yesterday was the most comical yet worst day that I have had in a long time. I don't even know were to begin. I had a test yesterday that I thought that Icould take today. Nope sorry testing center is closed this Saturday. So, I had to leave work and go take it. I pulled up to the center locked my doors and realized that I locked my keys and my phone in the car @@..... So I called my mother in law and she can't come and save me for another hour. But I called her before I had taken the test, so that was ok. But I wasn't sure where my extra key was..... Anywho, it only took 30 minutes to do my test so I was outside by my van, freezing my arse off for a good 20 minutes. AND! I remembered that my window was broken and we had to tape it to get it to stay up! (yeah it's a piece of crap) So, I untaped the window and woohoo I'm in. I knew that my broken window would come in handy....haha
So, I went back to work and dumped water all over the freakin' floor. THEN! I almost knocked myself out. (I'm not going to say how. It's just too embarrassing)
God I could go on and on...haha But I won't. But I don't think I'll ever get my window fixed. It comes in pretty handy having it broken.

Anyways, that was yesterday..... Today was pretty entertaining. I got a new pair of red rockstar glasses.....With little sparkles on the side.... Kerrie (mil) hates them..haha so I wore them in the store while we were shopping..... And all was grand until I ran into my HOT! Anatomy professor...haha What is it about Anatomy professors? My cousin's professor was hot too. Is it a requirement??? It must be.
OH! We saw a crossdresser at Wal-Mart!!! I know it might not be a big deal in bigger towns, but here in lil ol' Manti! It was purty excitin' for dis here po' dunk town....haha
Anywho, that is all the exciting happening going on here in Polygville.

My daily Rant....

Well, today isn't really a rant. I had a great day actually. I am officially on SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!! To bad I wasn't 17 again....Awwww memories....Walking down main street during Jeep Safari meeting boys....Having said boys pull down there pants and do the Full Monty shake right in front of our fragile eyes....lololol Yeah that pissed dad off....lol Yes I told my dad.
Anyway, I think that I found another old friend today. Yes, Mylissa I think that I found Nancy. I'll let you know if I get a reply from her.
So, here is a list of things that I have learned today.
* I can't tell the difference between the different types of vertebrae
* I have waaaay too much free time at work.
* I don't' like looking at a penis on a dead man. Especially when the penis has a pin tuck thru it! ::::Shivers:::: There are some things in life the we just shouldn't have to witness. Even in the name of science...haha
* One of my favorite times of the day is in the mornings after hubby goes to work and my older girls go to school. While I'm getting ready for work I love putting on the soundtrack to the Phantom and watching my lil girls freeeeeeeek out when they hear the first "DUN DUN DUN DUN" They run screaming into their room looking for their dress ups so they can pretend to be Christine. It's just too flippin' cute. But I have to admit that I am the best Christine...haha Just not as cute.

* I have learned that I get way to bored at the gym when I go alone. I need someone to keep me entertained.

* I have also learned that I am a conniving bitch and won't stop until I get my way. I'm ok with this. It works and it could be a new look for me...haha Plus my boss said that he thinks that he should give me a part time job in collections....Works for me. It's a long story. And has nothing to do with family, so don't get the wrong idea.

New Obsession's today....Reeses cookies. In the words of my 3yo..."Looooo dood" (she can't say her S's, so that's sooooo good) You will probably see alot of Maicee talk in my blog. She talks looooo toot (so cute). She ling's me long's all the time. Her favorite right now is "You are my lun line" Oops I was talking about cookies. They are so good.

Things that I am thankful for today.

*it didn't snow, but will tomorrow.

*my washer even tho it's a piece of crap.

*old friends, that make me smile.

*Chapstick and moisturizer. Must haves in UTAH!

I finally turned off Johnny Cash in my van and put in my punk cd. Gotta love it. I forgot how much I live the Dead Milkmen...haha And as Un-PC that it is I love "taking the retards to the zoo" Can't help it. It's just to flippin' funny and it reminds me of Neely and Britt.....haha Don't ask. I don't remember.

It probably had something to do with meeting a few guys in a few VW buses and going to the river with them in the middle of the night...ha You remember Ozone? Seems like you took some pretty interesting pic's ::::eyebrow wiggle:::::

But I ain't naming' names! I'm not gonna do it. Think about that night Mylissa. Especially now that you have little Gigi. Would you just kill her if she does anything this senseless???? It's a flippin' miracle that we weren't rapped or something just as terrible. I should write a book called "Riding in Cars with Strange boys"....haha Then I'd be grounded. Dad would kill me.....haha 32 and grounded for life. At least it was fun....

Well.... I guess that I will go read a story to my babies and take a shower.

G'night

Awwww

Isn't he cute? I forgot about this picture. I'm such a lucky girl...haha

This is my hot hubbahubby. Wow, how fat was I? There is nothing like looking at an old picture of yourself and appreciating what you look like now. I thank God everyday that my butt has shrank...hahahahahaha I kind of like my hari that color. (just like mom's) Ok I was just looking at old picture's on my puter and thought that I'd post this one. I'm really going to bed now. ::::yawns and strecthes::::: Night all.

Day 2....

Of my blogging experience. Today was a great day. An old friend from High school contacted me through Classmates.com , so it's been fun reading updates from him.

I'm so happy to annouce that after tomorrow's Anatomy lab is the start of SPRING BREAK. But unlike all the typical students I will not be jetting off to Mexico with mommy and daddy's credit card. I will be trying to arrange my scary haunted basement. (Yes it is haunted, but I think that's the friendly old lady that used to live here before she passed away.... Well.... I hope that it's her.)
Anyways, I am loving the thought of going back to bed after the gym is just amazing and no test! Sadly I will have to do some homework and studying, but at least I am free for the week. Now if only I could get out of working.....hmmmmm

So, one of my oldest friends (and I mean old as in we have been friends since 2nd or 3rd grade) has got me really thinking about my childhood alot! I can't believe all that she can remember. I don't even remember what I did yesterday (besides failing my anantomy test). In one of her old post she brought up "The young one's"....wow I haven't thought of them forever. It was a sad day in our life when MTV cancelled them. Mylissa, I think that we need to write to MTV and protest (20 years later...haha). Hell, you might even know a few people there who could pull some strings...haha I might start watching TV again if they were back on. It seems like now days I only watch Cash Cab....haha Don't you love it when you know all the answers and your screaming at the person playing because can't read your mind or hear you? I do watch the movies every once and awhile. The last one was Exorism of Emily Rose. Man that poor girl... Now every night I wake up I'm scared to look at the clock, because I'm afraid to see if it says 3am...haha Yeah I'm a geek. The movie before that was Walk the line. OK I loooooove this movie not only because of my obsession with Johnny Cash. But I think I love Joaquin Phoenix...haha Maybe this will subside my obsession of the Phantom of the Opera now....haha Mmmmm nope I think not the Phantom is still too damn hot...haha

Well, I think that I have posted enough senseless nonsense for the night. I need to brush up on my dead guy body parts for tomorrows lab....Plus I have to decide what meatless dinner dish I can make tomorrow night seeing as how I can't eat meat after lab..... trust me you don't want details.....haha
Good night ya'll!

So......

So, here I am. Blogging? How hi-tech am I? Not very....lol
I suppose this Blog will mostly be rants and raves about my crazy life.
A few things about me before I really get into the blog world.

*I live in a small, small town in Utah. No. I am not a Mormon or a polygamist (considering this town)
*I have 4 daughters.
*I'm married to an old high school sweetheart.
*I am a full time college student.
*Last concert I went to was in November. Depeche Mode and The Bravery. (One of my new favorite bands) I have loved DM since the beginning of time.
*I think that my dad is the greatest man alive.
*I secretely love Johnny Cash. OK it's more of an obsession.
*I drive the dreaded minivan. Oh yeah baby!
*And as much as I am digusted by it. I love Anantomy Lab and having my GLOVED hands on a cadaver is about the coolest thing I have done in a long time. I'm sick I know this...lol