Brrrrrrrr

It's frickin' freezin' out!!! The temp outside says 73. I don't think so. It's cold oustside. I think it's going to be a soup day. My poor lil Chloe didn't wear a jacket to school. Even I told her she should. I bet she is regretting not listening to dear ol' mom. What do I know anyway? haha

So, it's off to MOAB this weekend. I am so excited to see Sommar and my fam. I haven't seen my dad since December. So it will grand to see him. Gil might be there too. It would be awesome to see him and meet his wife. My lil bro will be there also. I love his lil baby so much. Although she likes her uncle John more then her Aunt Meewaw...haha But John will be banned to underneath the house for the day so I can have Miyah to myself and John can figure out what he needs to have to install daddy dears heater. And Saturday Night is a night for drunken friends and cousins. Cause heaven forbid we can't be in Moab without the whole Hill clan reunion...haha Just kidding I love Most of them.....

My blood pressure is still pretty high. It's about 131/94. Not ideal, but better then 154/111...haha When did I get old??? Oh I know! It was on Mother's day when Sherrie informed me that JJ is graduating mext spring :::jaw drops to the floor::: Can you all believe it???? My lil step bro is getting married to a girl from the Russia or somewhere over there.... I keep telling myself that she isn't a mail order bride.... (she really isn't) It just seems that way.. They have met a few times. I wish all the best to Wade and bride. It just seems weird to me. But I guess it doesn't matter what I think.

So, I'm still obsessed with Chad. I keep trying to change the music on my computer and in the van, but everything else bores me right now. So, it continues.
I started reading my new "Anatomy and Phys for Dummies" I wonder if they make a book called "Anatomy and Phys for really stupid people" haha Actually the phys part is really confusing. Maybe my next purchase should be "chemistry for Dummies" because that is what phys is mostly about.

My cousin Brandi found me on My space. I haven't talked to her is about 16 yrs or so. She is still the same. I miss her so much. I was hoping to see her at gramps funeral, but she couldn't make it. But it's great to talk to her again. She's so much fun.

I have had with the guys that come into my work. One has started calling me "sexy" WTF??? And another one got mad at Jenni the other day because I am married. What is the problem with these guys??? John is ready to go kick ass....hahaha Awwww my hero

Anywho...ciao

What a week.....

It feels like last Friday was a million yrs ago. Riley hurt her foot and we thought that it was broken. It's not. But geeeezzzzzzzzzzzz. That girl is going to be the death of me. I have now realized that my girls are the reasons for my HBP...haha I'm just glad that it's not broken. But she does have to wear a boot and use crutches :::sighs:::

So, I finally heard back from Gil.... It's been great catching up with him.... He is still a great guy. Mylissa you need to come to Utah and we can have a lil reunion. Gil only lives an hour or so from me...haha But I guess when you live in central Utah your pretty much an hour from everything...haha

By the way Mylissa... I love your idea with the camera's... Sounds like fun. I'll do it if you want me too, but my life isn't all that exciting. But my girls are cute. I could take pictures of the polyg houses..haha And the Mormon Temple..haha Actually it's very beautiful. And this time of yr the flowers are amazing. I could also take a picture of the urinal waterfall in my back yard..haha It's pretty funny to see.

I have been pondering things about my husband lately. I love him more then I could ever love another man, but I am just to irriated with some of the things that he does. Like his waste of paper towels. This drives me freeeeeeeekin' CRAZY! He doesn't need to use paper towels to dry his hands. That is what clothe towels are for.... He never shaves until I clean the bathroom sink.... and of course he never cleans up all the way... Yesterday at work I bought one single can of beer for the chicken that I want to cook today. You can't buy just one single can anywhere unless you want those big honkin can's and I don't .... he put it in the freezer to get it cold enough to drink..hahaha He didn't even ask why I had one beer... He just ASSumed that it was for him.... Sorry dear...
I hate the way he freaks out about the girls in the middle of the night and wants me to get up to check on them... haha What the hell??? I'm not worried why should I get up to check on them.... UH.... he drives me crazy. BUT! all this lil stupid shit is worth putting up with. He is really amazing. I have never felt loved until I married him... I love the way he wakes up in the middle of the night to put his arms around me and kisses me and tells me that he loves me...and goes right back to sleep. Half the time he doesn't remember doing it the next morning. I love that he sings to me when I can't sleep and sings to me when we have been arguing. I love that we stay up at night and giggle like kids.... I love that he knows when to put arms around me and hugs me when I need a hug without telling him so.....
I love that he close with his mom... Sometimes it is great being married to a mama's boy...But sometimes it's like an episode of "everybody loves Raymond".
I even love the way he knows the words to "Top GUn" word for word. We can't watch that movie without him doing every part word for word with all the emotions. He doesn't know that I love it..I love that he knows the words to "The Princess Bride" (my favorite movie) and he resights them too me through out the day...haha Oh my sweet Wesley (I know in the movie it's Westley, but his middle name is Wesley)
Awww isn't love grand?
Anywho, I'm off.

And so,

I went to the Doc today. It's not bad, but it's not good. He says that I'll have to take these meds for the next 60 or 70 years for high blood pressure...Yay me! I hate taking pills (that might explian why I have 4 kids..haha). UGH! I guess it could be worse. The doc ran some different types of blood test. Hopefully they all come back normal. The doc says that I should try to stop drinking caffeine :::slits wrist::: I am trying to quit the diet coke, but coffee???? No spank you. I gots ta have it.

I got my new "Anatomy and Phys for Dummies" today. It looks like a book...haha I guess that I should actually read it now. I'd rather read "DiVinci code" But my lovely mother in law has it still.....so, I wait.

The Chad Kroeger obsession is still going strong. What the hell? I am way to obsessive. Why can't it be the kind of obsessive house cleaning type of obsession? I could use that one...haha I also realized that I realllllllly love Whoppers. Looooo dood. This might explain why I can't get rid of the last 20 pounds that I need to lose...haha

So, I am paintng my kitchen soon. Yeah I know we just painted, but I hate it. My gram gave me lots of new dishes and I have to paint. It's all I can think of lately (besides Chad). I just can't find the color I want. I guess that I'll have to take a dish into the paint store to match it up. I can't wait until it's done. I also bought a hanging ceiling rack for my pots and pans. This is a brilliant idea. I really need the space and I'm sure that Chloe would love not being yelled at every freakin time she putsthe pans away, she just throws the pans into the cupboard....this drives my crazy....Could be the cause of my high blood pressure...haha I can't wait to get it.

The school year is almost over. My girls have 2 preschool graduations next week. I love the little programs they do...but I hate crying everytime...haha I'm such a boob.

We're supposed to go to Moab this weekend, but I was gone all last weekend and I need to have my field plowed and get my garden planted and my flowers planted.... Plus I need to see how these pills are going to make me feel... They say that I shouldn't drive until I know how they will affect me...hmmmm That sucks. I have to work tomorrow. And the next weekend... well Sommar won't be there and since none of my other girlfriends no longer live there I don't want to go...hahaha Someone has to get me drunk...haha

Obsessions

New obsession...haha it's bad too...haha I'm completely obsessed with Chad Kroeger...hahaha What the hell????? Are you wondering who he is?
He is the lead singer for Nickelback. I look at him and there is NO sexual appeal. But then I hear him sing... HOLY COW!!!! He makes my ovaries click!!! What is it about Nickelback and these dirty songs they sing..... Mmmmmmmm I think my hubby needs to learn the words to "Animals" That is the freakin hottest song that I have ever heard....haha
But this obsession will pass like the others....Like my obsession to Trent Reznor... HELLO! Love that man's tongue...haha Another reason I can't go to the NIN concert in May.... Ya'll know about the dreams I have about Dave after the DM concerts.....haha I'm surprised Stacy didn't wake up with me blowing in her ear...haha just kidding....kind of.....hahahaahahahahaha
I also had an obsession with Vince Gil :::pukes in trash::: He is not hot at all. But! He seemed so nice and I loved him when I was married to stupid....haha What the hell was I thinking???? I was thinking "How the hell did I end up marrying this asshole" haha
Anyway, I don't know what it is about Chad Kroeger, but Nickelback has to be the next concert....haha he reminds me of a boyfriend I had freshmen year.... (I won't name names just incase my daddy ever reads this...haha Sorry dad...haha) But we would sluff 6th and 7th hour and go have fun up at the power dam. Heehee.
It's funny that a song take you to a memory that you haven't thought of for years.... I wonder what he is doing these days. I should ask Stacy...Here's a hint...She used to be his cousin... Any guesses????
Anywho, I am going to go home and jump on my hubby ::::girly giggle::::
Ciao.

Freedom at last!!!

I am done with school for the summer! I hardly know what to do with myself. I didn't do all that great this semester. But I passed all but Anatomy and I can live with that, for now anyway.
Yesterday I ordered "Anatomy & Physiology for DUMMIES"...haha Hopefully it will be helpful.
Anywho. It's back up to SLC this weeknd to help my grandma. She had surgery yesterday. She had to have her shoulder replaced. And she will need help after she gets home.
My gram is suing the hospital. I am so happy that she finally decided to take my advice and do this. She broke her shoulder while my gramp was in the hospital dying. She slipped on something, I can't remember what. But basically it is the hospital's fault that this happened. So, my gram missed the last month of my gramps life, because of her shoulder. They asked if $3000 is enough compension for her pain??? Fuck no it's not. Her husband is now gone and she missed some good quality time with him because of those fuckers. So, no $3000 is not enough. Especially now that she had to have surgery because of this. Her lawyer says that he should be able to get her into the high 6 figures.... I hope so. Gram really needs the $$. Plus if she wins....we're going to Paris..Whooohoo.... I know wrong reason's for her to win. But she really deserves this money. She really needs it to. And she deserves to go someplace Fab while she is young enough to enjoy it. And if she wants to take her favorite granddaughter (ahem..me)....well that is just fine with me....haha Plus we always teased gramp about taking his life insurance $ and running off the Paris... John's not keen on me going, but he has a year to get used to the idea. His mom said that if I went then she was taking out a loan and coming with me...haha
Anywho, I'm off.
*DISCLAIMER*
I am not for sue happy people, but if a hospital needs it (same with a Dr. or any other business) then it should be done if there is a liable case. Being sued is a reminder to other people and businesses that they need to be careful.