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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Hmmm

I guess I need to update..... I'm slackin' again...





So I made my 2nd trip to the ER in 2 weeks on Thurday....... Of course it was Shailee Jane. She got her 3rd set of stitches this YEAR.... holy Hannah..... She bonked heads with a boy in PE.... I'm lucky that all of this stuff happens in school..... haha People would start to wonder if I abuse my kids....haha Anywho, Miss Shai has 2 stitches inside her lip....





I just got off the phone with Sommar..... Holy Shit..... She is funny.... We decided that we are going to slap that hell out if each other... we both have major issues and need some extensive therapy.... So, we going to try that slap therapy.... I hope it works....haha


We were talking about bad bad pick up lines..... I had this guy tell me not to long ago that he wants to "hump me"...haha Ummmmm Yeah no....haha


This brought up a story of probably one of the worst pick up lines EVER.....haha

Ooh let's see it was June 2007.... I was newly single....haha There was this guy at the Rio.... he would not leave me alone.... and kept trying to buy me a drink... asking me to dance.... I just wasn't interested... he was this huge cowboy type.... Anyway.... I finally agreed to dance with him.... After we were finished dancing, I walked back over to Sommar... and he walked over to me and asked if I believe in magic.... I told him that if I say yes would he disappear and leave me alone...haha Yeah I'm a bitch...haha Anyway, he stuck out his dentures....haha and said if he took them out he had 4 to 5 more inches and then stuck out his tongue...haha Not even kidding... Sommar and I did a double take....haha He stuck out his teeth again..... I couldn't stop laughing.... he finally left.... haha Poor soul...

Well, we all know that I'm a jackass..... and yesterday proved it..... although I am not going to post about rigth now.... If you are a close friend please feel free to ask what I have done..... if you really need the confirmation that I am a true jackass.....haha

Anywho... I better get to work....

Toodles...

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Miss Riley Mic...







So, I was going to come home today and bitch about my kid..... She really pissed me off this morning... lied to me for the dumbest reason..... Pretty much ruined my day.... so I was going to come and just vent about her.... but the more I think about it, the more I think that is the wrong approach... I think I'd rather talk about why I love her so much (besides her being my kid and all).... No there is no excuse for her lie, but if I dwell on it then I'll just be all pissed at her all over again..... So what was going to be a negative vent about my kid is now all the things I love about her.... I don't think that my bad thoughts directed towards my child need to be forever posted on the Internet....




First off..... How funny is this picture of Riley and Chloe..... This was taken in NC forever ago....haha Chloe hasn't grown much.... and Roo's boobs are about that big...haha Just kidding.... kind of... Look at that other picture of my girl... Dang she is gorgeous.....


Riley is almost 14:::GASP::: Ouch!!! She is definitely one of a kind.... random as hell and fun to be around.... We've had a lot of fun together since it's just been us girls.... She was completely different when I was married to John..... He wasn't very nice to her and I allowed him to be a monster to her.... I finally opened my eyes and we left Well there were other reasons too).... Since then she has really blossomed.... She has some really great friends and a sweet lil boyfriend.... I believe that she feels like she can tell me anything, from the daily 8th grade drama to her asking me questions regarding sex... Yikes! But this is the way I have always wanted it.... Sometimes I think that I am failing at motherhood, but when I really think about it I am raising a great kid.... and all on my own.... Most of you know that I didn't have the best person to look up to for motherly advice...

So, I am always wondering how my own momma what handle certain situations.... If I had asked my step-mom half the things Riley has asked me I would have been locked away forever....


I'm so thankful that she understands when I don't have the money get her everything she wants.... I'm thankful that she can compromise with me on other issues....

I love that I can pass her and Sabra on main street and see that they are wearing the most retarded outfit they can put together, have ponytails all over their heads and have a huge black hand painted across their face's...haha (yeah this really has happened).... I just love that she is confident in herself and doesn't care what others think her.... I love that she wrote a love letter to Justin underneath the coffee table she made in 7th grade... I love that she has a tender heart and will always notices when I am crying over something and she tells me not to cry... I love it when she hears something bad on TV her eyes will get all huge and she'll look down in shock or embarrassment..or both...haha I love how no one can tell us apart on the phone.... and how complete strangers tell her that she is beautiful....
I love how she acts like she hates her sisters, but deep down inside she knows that she loves and adores them....
I love that she thought the "No Service" signs on the freeway meant no Internet service....haha
I love her..... :0)



Yay me...

My blog is so cute now....
haha

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

My last first kiss...

So, I don't know what it is lately. But I have been getting a lot of messed up messages on Myspace..... Messages from random guys.... asking "what I'm looking for" Hmmm... Does it say anywhere on my profile that I am looking for anything from anyone? Yeah no...... This has happened on Hotornot also.... but I haven't talked to anyone on the site for awhile except the boy from Moab.... I have deleted all the others... But for it to be happening on Myspace? Hmmm... Ok boys... I would normally say that I refuse to tell you what I'm looking for , because I don't want you to try to prove to me that you are what I want.... cause then I just might end up liking your FAKE ass..... I want to love someone for being themselves... But it does have me thinking..... Hmmm What am I looking for..... I want the kind of love that my mom and dad had..... God new what he was doing when those two met.... My mom and dad are each others true love.... Mom has been gone 23 years now and I know that my dad misses her and loves just as much as he did on the day that they were married..... I want the one that I can't live without... I want someone that will love my girls unconditionally.... and accept them as his own, while knowing that they have their own dad's....And will understand my relationship with each of them.... He can't be jealous of them either..... I'm looking for someone that will love my strong personality and will never want me to be anything different then the person I am today... Someone who will never be embarrassed by the stupid things we all know that I will say or do...haha And always be so proud to say "That's my girl".... I want someone romantic, yet crazy wild... And will want to jet off somewhere wonderful on the spur of the moment... Someone who can give me the space we all need and not argue with me when I want to go dancing with my girlfriends.... Someone who will be there when my day has sucked and hold me and let me cry when I need too.... I want someone to grow old with.... Someone to share dentures with if we can't afford our own set....haha Someone who will always hold my hand.... This is just a glimpse yet what "I'm looking for", maybe it sounds like a lot to ask.... I don't think so.... I deserve it damn it..... And so does the man I have my last first kiss with....

Maicee-ism's....







I haven't talked much about my baby girl lately... So this post is devoted to her.... I'll most likely do the other girls too....



Maicee is 6 now :( I don't remember giving her permission to grow up.... We were looking her baby pictures the other night... That kid has had the cutest personality since born.... haha

Maicee is in 1st grade now... she can now say her "S's" ..... A huge milestone for Maicee.... but a sad day for her momma.... I loved her asking for loup for lunch... her hearingher call her sissy Lailee... her screaming in the bath tub cause the drain was going to luck her down...haha I just love this baby.... All though she can say her "S's" she still goes to "Peech" (speech) yeah they are not perfect.... along with some other sounds... Not so sure I ever want them to be... Seflish I know... But dang she is cute....

Now I get to hear tell me that Shailee is "Just the Devil" haha and the "woost sista evo"

She loves her sissy.... but they cant always get long....

My favorite story is the One eyed Willie story ....

Last year Shai got a fish tank for her birthday... Well Maicee wanted her own fish...So "he who shall not be named" in my blog took her to the store to pick out a fish... Well she is so much my kid and we both see a fish with one eye!!! Oh hell yeah we were thinking.... Maicee states that is the fish for her... She wants to name it One Eyed Willy... from The Goonies you perv's...haha The moron we were with tried to talk her out of it.... Nope that was the "Feesh" for her.... That's my girl! haha So, we get home and get Willy all nice and Comfy in his new home... Then she went to her dad's for the night.... and Moron boy went to "find a job" in Colorado... The next morning Willy was floating.... So we flushed and agreed not to talk about it when Maicee came home that night..... Fast forward to that evening when I pick the girls up from daycare.. I got Maicee preoccupied with homework... helping me with dinner.... anything to keep her mind off Willy... Yeah that worked for anbout an hour.... She noticed right away that Willy was missing from the tank... Conversation is as follows... and I'll try to imitate Maicee the best I can...



Maicee: Hey... where's Willy?

Me: Hmmm what?

Maicee: Where's my feesh?

Me: Honey Willy died during the night....

Maicee: What? And you did-n't tell me? How tould you not teeeeell me? my own Mudder... did-n't teeeel me my feesh died.....

Me: Well Honey I'm sorry... I just didnt want you to cry....

Maicee: My own mudder.... how tould you not teeell me....



I was ready to hand her an Oscar for her performance....haha Dang she is funny...



A few later for Christmas she got me a snow globe with 3 singing angels... one is headless :)

I asked her if she new that one was missing a head... She did :0) Yep she is my girl.... Gotta love her....



The other night we went to the light Parade.... We got there early and were sitting on a bench while Shailee and Maicee were playing charades.... Maicee started running around the bench and making all of these funny laughing sounds.... and screams who am I? Hmmm Riley and I could not guess.... She stopped and announced the she was the handicap girl in Shailee's class.... but she didn't say handicap.... YIKES!!!!! Riley and I about freaked and I explained to Maicee that it was really mean to make fun of Handicap people..... Holy Hannah....



Anyway, I think that I will keep adding to this post as time goes on and she says more funny stuff.... Stay tuned....

Monday, December 01, 2008

Ello ello



So, Thanksgiving is over and Christmas is too damn close....


Our Thanksgiving is was pretty good.... We had dinner at our lil home.... Just the girls and I.... We decorated for Christmas and cooked dinner together..... and watched the House marathon.... Hells yes!!! haha





Black Friday was very black for me... No didn't go shopping. I had the pleasure of fighting with my 13 year old..... I seriously don't think I have ever been so mad at her.


She pretty much told me that I suck as a mom.... only to her and Chloe.... Hmm... So, I told her that if I was so terrible to pack her shit and I'll call her dad..... I was dead serious....


Why can't kids these days see us the way we saw our partents? I appreciated everything my parents have doen for me.... I know that my dad would pace the floors all night long cause he was always so worried about money..... Especially at Christmas.... And we always had the most amazing Christmas mornings... Makes me wonder if my generation is completely failing as a parent or is it just me.... My parents taught us to respect our elders and others around us... If we did not respect other, they would not respect us..... I thought I was doing this.... If I ever talked to my mom or dad I would have been in a world of hurt.... I dont know... I just want my girls to see what I have done for them... and see how much I love them.. I have given up so much for them... Hell Riley is one of reason's why John and I arent together.... Anywho, it ened alright, after I cried all day..... So wrote me an apology on Myspace....haha I talked later that night.... So maybe I am not doing all that bad, at least she feels like she can talk to me about anything....... I jsut hate not knowing how to handle motherhood sometimes.. I always wonder what would my mom do.... I feel like Im winging it...haha


I can't remember if I have told you all the Jacque the Hermit crab dead.... Anyway the girls buried him in the field next to our apartment.... this was about 2 weeks ago....Well, Shailee came running in the house the other day all freaked out that the neighbor kids dug him up and they were playing with him.... Ummm Hello he is dead!!!!! And I'm sure he stinks sooo bad now.:::::gags:::: I can't stand these kids...and this just made it worse.... haha I would die if my kids had done something like this.... But then again their mom doesnt give a shit about her shits or what they do..... So, I'm really not suprised they have done this.... Totally grosses me out though.... yuck yuck yuck!

Ohhh I have a new bitch about "Sally".... See the picture above with Theresa and I being silly.... Will this picture is displayed on my desktop.... Sally walks up to my desk last week and tells me that I look wasted.... Rude rude rude.... I wanted to just tell her that she was jealous because she wasnt invited on our girls night out..... and because she has never in her life taken a cute picture like this one.... I wasn't even drunk!!!! Ugh!!! I've had it with her.... Rude Biotch...

Anyway, I'll post more later....

Toodles...

Friday, November 21, 2008

Kimmie....haahaa


I know I've already posted today... it's my blog and I'll do as I wish with.... I'm just here drinking a beer... yeah your jealous... It gets better.... 2 kids are gone with friends... 2 are sleeping.... this is lovely.....
Anyway, I was chatting with Kimmie tonight... I can't believe the things that she remembers... haha God we were crazy stupid when we we just girls..... My hell we have some stories..... I hope my girls don't hear about them until they are 40..... What the hell were we thinking back then.... hahaha Didn't our parents teach us about stranger danger...hahaha I dont think that we could count the boys that we have meet over the years.... but we definitely have our favorites....hahaha Thor was by far one of the funniest.... So amazed by Angels boobies..... But yeah they are HUGE!!! And Thor's cute friend Curt... Meow! And super model Rob....haha Fun fun boys.... But I think Dave from New Mexico totally takes the cake in my book.....hahaha Hello!!! Freaking cute! I wonder what ever happened to these boys.... Hmm
I miss my Kimmie... my blue eyed girl.... Remember that night I got kidnapped by that creepy John guy :::::shivers::::: Yuck... And Jeremy was mad mad Mad that we didn't stay home that night after he took us to my house.....hahaha I dont know which is worse... Pissing off your dad or a Parriott....hahaha He was ready to beat that John's ass.....haha He so deserved it though.... Remember spark in the dark life savers.... I wonder if they still do it?? Our nasty squashed meatball at work... haha AND YOU!!!! reminding me of freaking Greg Nelson.... I havent that of him for a long time..... yuck..... Remember when I threw that pizza sauce at him??? haha Freaking jackass..... I have selective memory for a reason.....hahaa Holy shit....we had good some good times... You and our legs that went up to here!!!! And your midget friend that hits you right about your boobs.... haha What was that ice cream called that we always got..... Mmmmm ice cream...
Remember that older guy that one Jeep Safari..... He was friends with the dude I bummed to Bob with.... What the hell did he say to me that night??? And then we saw him again a few months back.... He was creepy too..... And of course Buck.... Laaaaaanie Swaney... I really hated it when you called me that..... haha I sure miss him... I'd wish he re-open his myspace acct... You need to open one sweetness....
Anywho, I think I'm going to go dig out my yearbooks...hahaha your in trouble now.... I think I remember someone quoting a Bon Jovi song when she wrote in my book.... hahaha And possibly Richard Marx ::::: GASP:::: You love me... don't deny it....
Love your green eyed girl... complete with a dimple....

Freaky Friday.....

So I love this blog.... I'm funny.... ha
Anyway, my tiny lil Chloe Buggy got hurt today at school... Poor lil thing.... She only weighs 65 pounds at 11 years old.. Anyway, she basically got tackled playing some game at school..... She wasn't able to breath very well, so I took her to the ER...She's alright (we think)... Kent jsut wants me to keep an eye ao her for the next day... Sad that I'm on a first name basis with the local ER Doc....Thanks to Shailee Jane and her many trips to the ER......haha
She was starving by the time we got out of the ER.... She wanted some chicken from Walmarts deli.... I don't know where she puts it... but the little fart eat a huge chicken breast... mashed potatoes and a bag of Skittles....haha Now she is chilling on the couch watching the much dreaded Sponge Bob.... yuck..... And she has decided that she doesn't want to play football next year... I've tried to talk her out of it.... I guess that she just needed a lil more comvincing.... Score one for mom....hahaha

So Eric told me this morning that his schedule isn't changing.. Yay me.... I still won't have a date on New Year's... haha but I won't have to wait longer to see his cuteness..... ::::sighs::::
Anywho, I'm going to go pick up my babies....
Toodles...

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Misery LOVES company

Hmmm yeah... no I don't think so...


A little back ground... I have this friend....Who has basically been shit on her whole life by men.... her life has been one negative confict after another.... Honestly I think that she thrives on being the victim... Nothing EVER good happens to her.... Hmmmm is that really so???? She has a beautiful daughter, that is really good kid..... She has a new home that she has lived in since May... pretty decent car..... So yeah.... I'm thinking that her life isn't that bad, besides the man she decides to be with......


Let's call her Sally.... so I don't have keep typing she.... Sally lived with a man after only knowing him for only one month..... He lived there for 2 weeks...... Yeah gang 2 weeks... After "Fred" left she had a "nervous Breakdown".... I say my ass..... 2 Weeks! It has taken her months to get over this asshole..... Not only has she made my life hell over this breakup..... but other mutual friends.... I have done nothing but try to be a good friend to her and be there for her.... but she is just impossible.... I have wasted energy on ths girl trying to help her see the positive side of everything..... I'm just like that.....


You know... life hasn't been fair to any of us.... I lost my momma when I was only 11..... My first baby was a still born.... Not fair at all.... but I took a bad sitution and tried to make it positive to help me with the fact that my baby was going to be very sick and eventually die.... So we made arrangements to bury my baby with my mom.... I looked at it as though I was giving my mom and grandbaby.... So... yeah I think that we all can say that our lives have not gone according to OUR plan.... These 2 thngs in my life were not something I was able to choose... But I choose to not let it destroy me....





Soooo now this brings me to what has finally broken the straw on the camels back.... I have met this guy... yeah you know who you are.... Anywho, I'm excited over him..... maybe a little too excited.. I'll admitted it...hahahaha Even though we have just barely met in person I have been talking to him for freaking ever... So, it's new, but it isn't.... Well... hmm I've just decided that I can't tell Sally anything about my life and she will always find a way to rain on my parade.... Who the fuck does she think she is? How dare you compare my life to your fucked up life.... I know that some of the guys I have dated haven't been the best choice for me.... God knows that is true.... But if you don't take a chance at something that makes you happy right now then you'll never find happiness.... If you dont learn from the mistakes in your life, you'll always make the same mistake.... If you don't make mistakes and learn and grow from them, how will you ever know what you want in your life.... How dare Sally bring me down, simply cause she is miserable and jealous.... and how dare ME to let her.... So this is what started this... Eric works for 21 days in Scotland then he is home for 21 or so days.... He told me yesterday that he might have to work through Christmas and new Years..... Not the best news I have heard, but that's ok.... I'll survive...

I happen to tell Sally this and.... Well here is the email.....



It's backwards... I ain't changing it start at the bottom and go up....haha



Sally: That does suck. Maybe this won’t work with him with his schedule the way it is. I hate to say that cause I know your feelings for him, but man he’s so far away.




Me: I just don’t want to wait that long to see eric


Sally: About the same. I’m ready to go home. Howcome you are?



Me: I’m annoyed… you?


Sally: HOws it goin over there?



That's just part of it.... She's been ugly about it since I met Eric.... Nice fucking friend eh?

Its not like I rub it in her face that I met this real great guy.... Ugh.... I dont' know.... I know that none of this makes sense... but I have to get it off my chest... Why can't she just be like my other friends and be sincerely happy for me instead of trying to make me sad... Cause she is fucking negative and can't stand for anyone to be happy and live their life in a positive manner... which I do.... I can not be negative everyday of my life.... By no means is my life always just peachy... But if I always look for the negative in life, what am I teaching my girls.... That life sucks and will always kick you when your down??? Fuck that... I want them to see that yeah sometimes life will throw you a curve ball.... But that is what will make us strong and who we grow to be.... Ugh..Seriously..... I'm just annoyed...How do you tell someone to stop trying to drag you down.... Especially when you've been on such a high.... Why can't she see that when you expect the worst thing to happen to you, that chances are that it will happen... CAUSE you love being the fucking victim , so you can drive people crazy with your fucking sob stories.... get over it girl and start taking credit for your shitty life.... And stop trying to dag me down... I won't let it happen again..... I know who my friends are and apparently it is not you....

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Wow

I suck...... I try to keep this updated.... But yeah I suck...



Anywho, yeah Billy is history..... I think that is all you need to know about that.... Plus if I know you, chances are you know the reason why.....



My girls are great.... Well most days.... It's so funny at times, being a mom.... I think that alot of people look at me and feel bad for me that I'm single and have 4 kids... Little do they know myself or my kids.... I love my life and my girls and can't imagine my life any other way... Of course its hard at times.... and I worry all the time... but I know that everything happens for a reason..... I'm just ready to find out what that reason is....haha

Maicee has this cute lil thing that we have to do every morning.....hahaha She loves the song Iron Man from Black Sabbath.... Yeah.. can't tell that she is my kid huh? Anywho, she has to set on my lap every morning in front of the computer and read the lyrics to Iron Man while listening to the song.....hahaha Its tooooo funny.... It's like her lil alarm clock..... haha



Shailee just turned 8.... She wants to be baptized.... Hmmm yeah... a day with John's mom..... I'd have to go to the church drunk....hahaha Fuck that.... I am not going to let that bitch make me feel uncomfortable anywhere.... But I wish that my daddy would come for it...haha


And Riley and Chloe.... Hmmm Riley needs to hurry up turn 18 and move out of the house... And Chloe is just a joy... most days...

And me.. Still working at Mediconnect... Oh the joys.... I'm really starting to miss school.... I really need to get back... finish my degree and quit this dead end job... But who am I kidding.... There is no way I can throw school into my crazy life right now....

I have met someone rather fabulous... but since he now has the link to this blog I wil not elaborate.... at this time anyway...haha

Anywho, I'm at work pissed off... So, I'm out of here...

Toodles...

Friday, March 07, 2008

Positive Thinking!

So. On Monday Billy sent me a text message saying that it was going to be a wonderful day. ANd he was going to try to think positive all day and he thinks that I should do the same....haha Wellllll........ That morning I'm at work and I get my quality scores on my notes (yeah we're graded). Well I scored a 96%. Highest on my team..... Hell Yeah! I rock! So, I text Billy and tell him awesome his girlfried.... Of course he agrees....hahaha And tries to prove his point with thinking positive.... Anywho, an hour or so later the Middle School calls and tells me that Riley is pretty much failing all of her core classes..... UGH! Here we go again....... So, I text Billy and told him good day shot..... Well then I get home and realize that I didn't plug in the crock pot that morning...haha UGH!!!!! Just then Billy calls to ask how the rest of my day went.....hahaha I proceed to tell him that I am retatrded and told him what I had done....

So, Tuesday night Billy and I have a little date..... We were going to the pool tournement at the local watering hole.... Okay not much of a date, but always fun. On our way there he says that his positive thinking has been going really well, then kind of says that I am negative.....haha It didn't bother me then, but as the days have past it has bothered me.

So, I woke up this morning adn that to myself. I am going to think positive all day. I decided that I am going to go to work and just let all of the nasty people that I have to deal with all day just roll off my back and not let them ruin my day and drag me down to their level.

As of day I have only called one person a whore...... After I hung up the phone of course...haha
That isn't too bad. We will see how the day goes. But so far so good.
Anywho, I shall follow up with the rest of my day later.
Toodles.....

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Slacker???? I think soooooo

Hmmmm It's been over a year since I wrote here....... I suck!

So, much has happened since then.

John and I are getting divorced..... It's a good thing, but reading my past blogs I'm kind of sad... And I don't want my blog to be sad..... so I'm not saying anything else..... You all know the story anyway.





So, my girls are great. Riley is 13 :::::Gasp::::: When in the hell did that happen? She is blossoming into the most wonderful teeneager. Granted we do have our days when I'd like to strangle her. But mostly she is wonderful. Chloe on the other hand has turned into my problem child. Hahaha She is great and all...... But too headstrong sometimes. I know that is a good quality and all. But Dang. She's 10! She needs to come to understand that I am the mom and she is the child.

Shailee is pretty much perfect. She is 7 now. She's so smart and tender hearted. It's so easy being her momma. Maicee is still a riot. She's 5 ::::: EEK::::: My baby is growing up to fast. Someone make it stop! She is the funniest kid ever! The other night I caught her plucking her nose hairs..... SHe says that she doesn't want them to grow like her dads....hahaha I tried to explain to her that is she a lil girl..... Her nose hair will never be like daddy's.... She didnt' care.... She just said it was gwoss....hahaha



And me.... Well I am seeing the cutest guy. His name is Billy..... Can I get a high five for his name not starting with a "J"...ha

Anywho, he really is sooooooo sweet and freakin funny. Everytime we go out he always compliments on how I look. I didn't know guys did this still.... Well in a respectful manner anyway. Like last night he came to pick me up.... And when he walked through the door and looked at me he said "Wow... I never new you looked so good in orange" Honestly how cute is my boyfriend???? Now I want to go out and buy more orange shirts...hahaha He seriously makes me happy. Not that I wasn't happy aready, but it's just different having a guy that actually lives in the same area as me and well, let's face he is pretty much freakin' crazy about me..... He jsut makes me full all warm and fuzzy inside.... For the past two months I have had nothing but one huge butterfly fluttering around in my tummy...... This is serious stuff people..... BUTTERFLIES!!!! Yeah!

Last summer pretty much freaking rocked!!!!!!! I met (who I thought at the time was a great guy) a guy named Jeric. His would have been mother in law hooked us up..... For the first couple of weeks after we met things were jsut so exciting....... Then he basically turned into an emotional retard....hahaha Ok I guess he is still a pretty good guy..... Or am I fooling myself? I don't know. Its a long retarded story...... But we had sooooo much fun together... Especially when Danielle was thrown into the picture.... We had some wild parties at his house. The summer continued to rocked after I realized that Jeric wasn't all he was cracked up to be...... Don't get me wrong we are still great friends...... But in the past couple of months I have seen the jealous side of him..... And he can be rather pathetic when he is jealous..... Plus he has done some desperate acts in his lil jealous attempts to... Hmmmm tooooooo I don't know get attention from me? Anywho, the summer.....Danielle and I had soooooo many fun times......haha So many boys so little time.....hahaha My how things have changed for the two of since June....hahaha

Anyway, I promise to keep this updated more...... I will try hard not to let my fans down...hahaha I forgot how much I love doing this....
Anywho, I'm off to put kids to bed....
Toodles......