Always in my heart

http://www.legacy.com/saltlaketribune/Obituaries.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=17270355


I haven't said much about my grandpa's death. But I will when I can. Here is his obituary. It doesn't do him justice. He was awesome.......

My Grandpa died.
August 21, 1929 ~~March 25, 2006
I love you, you Oldfart.

I gots ta vent!!!!!

Sooooo, I complained about Chloe's major science project that is due today (yes it's done). But what the FUCK! I am so irritated with this whole junior genius ordeal. She is in 3rd grade and they want her to read 6 books....4 magazines and 2 encyclopdeia's ...she's 8. Not a college student for cryin' out loud...Not only does she have to do all of that....she (I) had to build a volcano....write a small book.....make a poster board....make up for questions that she wants answered while learning about volcanoes....UGH what happened to the 3rd grade reports we had to do? You know...write a report copied out of the encyclopedia.... And one model or diagram.... She doesn't need to be a genius on volcanoes...she doesn't need to be a genius at anything, but being a kid.... I wouldn't be bitchin about all of this if I hadn't talked to a few other 3rd grade mom's who say the same say me. It's just too much for a 3rd grader especially when they aren't given a decent amount of time. Especially with all the reading they have to do. UGH!!!! I am sooo glad that as of 1pm today she will be done. And I won't have another 3rd grader for awhile.... One mom even told me that some mothers store these projects for their next kid...hahaha I wish I could do that...haha But I won't because it's not fair to the kid to not pick out what they want to do their project on. Anyway, vent over.

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok....

No. I don'think that I am ok.....Well, it's been a shitty 2 days. My grandpa.... The Dr's thought that he was going into a coma last night.. Well, he is still around.... I hope that I make it up to SLC before he is gone. It will be just awful if I don't make it. I'd go earlier if I could, but I can't. So, I have been in a pretty awful mood for a couple of days. I did have a great talk with Chris tonight. I really needed it. I forgot about "Closet"....hahahahaha God we are mean..... Hey Chris can I take YOU home!!!????? ::::eyebrow wiggle::::: There is nothing like a true BIsexual woman...haha Yeah I know many of you are lost...if you want the link let me know.....hahaha But it's only funny if you know who we are talking about.

So, I'm forcing myself to write tonight. (can't let my fans down) I have nothing to say really. Except John just pulled his first gray. Out of his nose....hahaha love my hubby.... He is so cute. I think that I'll talk about how great he is...for just a minute....then I'll talk about myself again...ha! I just love love love love love love him......He just knows when it is the right time to say nothing and hold me. Anywho, back to myself.....haha I got in a fight at work today. What is it with assholes that don't pay their bills anywhere and then lose credit???? It's not my fault they didn't pay their bill last month!!!! I'm just glad that I have the kind of boss that let's me tell these people off...haha It's a great stress reliever...haha Dumb redneck moron anyway......
Anyway, I think that I am off to down a sleeping pill and pray that I sleep good. Please pray for my grandpa. I really do need to see him one more time. So does Robby.

UGH!

Have ya ever had one of those days that you wanted to run screaming from the house, while pulling out your hair? I want to run away and possibly never return...haha Holycow! Some days I think that I have way too many kids...haha My 11 year old has way to much attitude for this house. My 8 year old has a major science project due Thursday. The reason it isn't done is mostly my fault. So I can't complain about her . Can't complain about my 5 year old either she is pretty easy going...most days. My 3 year old. UGH!!!! She has done nothing but boob all day. I know she's 3 and that is what they do best. But geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Will it ever end?????? I am sooooo going to the gym tonight and letting daddy deal with them...haha Maybe Spring Break isn't that great after all.
I am getting away this weekend though. But I'm not jetting off to Mexico. My grandpa is dying and this will most likely be the last time that I see him. So I am going up north to visit with him and help my grandma around the house. She broke her shoulder, so I'm sure she'll have list of chores for me. But I'm more then happy to do then for her. I will have some type of fun Saturday. Right? God I hope so. I will be seeing a friend. Maybe two...haha Araig Cadkison...hahahahaha Sorry lil joke that no one will get, but me....Maybe.....
Maybe I'd be in a better mood if I changed the music in my stereo...Listening to Linkin Park scream at me all day.... Maybe I'll just get drunk...haha No that won't be a good idea. I have to work tomorrow. I just don't think I could stand that place with a hangover. Especially having to deal with all the old perves that come in and come on to me. ICK!!!! One old guy. Older then my dad keeps asking me to come and lay out with him...haha SICK SICK!!! Another guy is just too funny.. Sick but funny. I secretly love it though... only from him though.... I'm actually kind of sad if he doesn't come in when I'm there....haha.
Anywho, I've been reading my yearbooks lately. A certain friend didn't sign any of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know who you are!!!!!!!!
But I did find some things that has made my heart smile.... Like Derrick Delay.... Geez I miss him....He is so funny...perverted....and sweet all at the same time.....haha Another was Jamie Kaveny. God we had some good times...haha Still can't figure out who this Marc guy is :::Shivers::: But if I ever find him....Well, all I have to say to him is dream on!!!!!!!
Oh Dusty is another funny one.... That girl got me into so much trouble with my dad....GOD!!!! But she was a riot! Still is I might add.
And Buffy. We were supposed to meet in 2005 at the grandpa rock... needless to say I suck and forgot. Until she reminded my mom. But she didn't make it either..... So I don't suck that bad. ANd there is my hubbahubby....haha It's funny. Who knew?
Awww my beloved Beat-rice....haha Miss Som-mar.....
Then there is Ms. Darcey ::::::pukes in toilet::::: Friends forever, my ass! Dirty Tramp.... "your sooo beautiful, you remind me of a movie start" Rot in Hell TRAMP! Geez I think that I hate her a lil....haha
Don't you just love walking down memory lane????
So, I'm off to figure out what throw together for dinner.
(In the words of some idiots in high school) Peace out and Wuuuurd to Motha...ha!!!!!!

So bad it's comical.....

Yesterday was the most comical yet worst day that I have had in a long time. I don't even know were to begin. I had a test yesterday that I thought that Icould take today. Nope sorry testing center is closed this Saturday. So, I had to leave work and go take it. I pulled up to the center locked my doors and realized that I locked my keys and my phone in the car @@..... So I called my mother in law and she can't come and save me for another hour. But I called her before I had taken the test, so that was ok. But I wasn't sure where my extra key was..... Anywho, it only took 30 minutes to do my test so I was outside by my van, freezing my arse off for a good 20 minutes. AND! I remembered that my window was broken and we had to tape it to get it to stay up! (yeah it's a piece of crap) So, I untaped the window and woohoo I'm in. I knew that my broken window would come in handy....haha
So, I went back to work and dumped water all over the freakin' floor. THEN! I almost knocked myself out. (I'm not going to say how. It's just too embarrassing)
God I could go on and on...haha But I won't. But I don't think I'll ever get my window fixed. It comes in pretty handy having it broken.

Anyways, that was yesterday..... Today was pretty entertaining. I got a new pair of red rockstar glasses.....With little sparkles on the side.... Kerrie (mil) hates them..haha so I wore them in the store while we were shopping..... And all was grand until I ran into my HOT! Anatomy professor...haha What is it about Anatomy professors? My cousin's professor was hot too. Is it a requirement??? It must be.
OH! We saw a crossdresser at Wal-Mart!!! I know it might not be a big deal in bigger towns, but here in lil ol' Manti! It was purty excitin' for dis here po' dunk town....haha
Anywho, that is all the exciting happening going on here in Polygville.

My daily Rant....

Well, today isn't really a rant. I had a great day actually. I am officially on SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!! To bad I wasn't 17 again....Awwww memories....Walking down main street during Jeep Safari meeting boys....Having said boys pull down there pants and do the Full Monty shake right in front of our fragile eyes....lololol Yeah that pissed dad off....lol Yes I told my dad.
Anyway, I think that I found another old friend today. Yes, Mylissa I think that I found Nancy. I'll let you know if I get a reply from her.
So, here is a list of things that I have learned today.
* I can't tell the difference between the different types of vertebrae
* I have waaaay too much free time at work.
* I don't' like looking at a penis on a dead man. Especially when the penis has a pin tuck thru it! ::::Shivers:::: There are some things in life the we just shouldn't have to witness. Even in the name of science...haha
* One of my favorite times of the day is in the mornings after hubby goes to work and my older girls go to school. While I'm getting ready for work I love putting on the soundtrack to the Phantom and watching my lil girls freeeeeeeek out when they hear the first "DUN DUN DUN DUN" They run screaming into their room looking for their dress ups so they can pretend to be Christine. It's just too flippin' cute. But I have to admit that I am the best Christine...haha Just not as cute.

* I have learned that I get way to bored at the gym when I go alone. I need someone to keep me entertained.

* I have also learned that I am a conniving bitch and won't stop until I get my way. I'm ok with this. It works and it could be a new look for me...haha Plus my boss said that he thinks that he should give me a part time job in collections....Works for me. It's a long story. And has nothing to do with family, so don't get the wrong idea.

New Obsession's today....Reeses cookies. In the words of my 3yo..."Looooo dood" (she can't say her S's, so that's sooooo good) You will probably see alot of Maicee talk in my blog. She talks looooo toot (so cute). She ling's me long's all the time. Her favorite right now is "You are my lun line" Oops I was talking about cookies. They are so good.

Things that I am thankful for today.

*it didn't snow, but will tomorrow.

*my washer even tho it's a piece of crap.

*old friends, that make me smile.

*Chapstick and moisturizer. Must haves in UTAH!

I finally turned off Johnny Cash in my van and put in my punk cd. Gotta love it. I forgot how much I live the Dead Milkmen...haha And as Un-PC that it is I love "taking the retards to the zoo" Can't help it. It's just to flippin' funny and it reminds me of Neely and Britt.....haha Don't ask. I don't remember.

It probably had something to do with meeting a few guys in a few VW buses and going to the river with them in the middle of the night...ha You remember Ozone? Seems like you took some pretty interesting pic's ::::eyebrow wiggle:::::

But I ain't naming' names! I'm not gonna do it. Think about that night Mylissa. Especially now that you have little Gigi. Would you just kill her if she does anything this senseless???? It's a flippin' miracle that we weren't rapped or something just as terrible. I should write a book called "Riding in Cars with Strange boys"....haha Then I'd be grounded. Dad would kill me.....haha 32 and grounded for life. At least it was fun....

Well.... I guess that I will go read a story to my babies and take a shower.

G'night

Awwww

Isn't he cute? I forgot about this picture. I'm such a lucky girl...haha

This is my hot hubbahubby. Wow, how fat was I? There is nothing like looking at an old picture of yourself and appreciating what you look like now. I thank God everyday that my butt has shrank...hahahahahaha I kind of like my hari that color. (just like mom's) Ok I was just looking at old picture's on my puter and thought that I'd post this one. I'm really going to bed now. ::::yawns and strecthes::::: Night all.

Day 2....

Of my blogging experience. Today was a great day. An old friend from High school contacted me through Classmates.com , so it's been fun reading updates from him.

I'm so happy to annouce that after tomorrow's Anatomy lab is the start of SPRING BREAK. But unlike all the typical students I will not be jetting off to Mexico with mommy and daddy's credit card. I will be trying to arrange my scary haunted basement. (Yes it is haunted, but I think that's the friendly old lady that used to live here before she passed away.... Well.... I hope that it's her.)
Anyways, I am loving the thought of going back to bed after the gym is just amazing and no test! Sadly I will have to do some homework and studying, but at least I am free for the week. Now if only I could get out of working.....hmmmmm

So, one of my oldest friends (and I mean old as in we have been friends since 2nd or 3rd grade) has got me really thinking about my childhood alot! I can't believe all that she can remember. I don't even remember what I did yesterday (besides failing my anantomy test). In one of her old post she brought up "The young one's"....wow I haven't thought of them forever. It was a sad day in our life when MTV cancelled them. Mylissa, I think that we need to write to MTV and protest (20 years later...haha). Hell, you might even know a few people there who could pull some strings...haha I might start watching TV again if they were back on. It seems like now days I only watch Cash Cab....haha Don't you love it when you know all the answers and your screaming at the person playing because can't read your mind or hear you? I do watch the movies every once and awhile. The last one was Exorism of Emily Rose. Man that poor girl... Now every night I wake up I'm scared to look at the clock, because I'm afraid to see if it says 3am...haha Yeah I'm a geek. The movie before that was Walk the line. OK I loooooove this movie not only because of my obsession with Johnny Cash. But I think I love Joaquin Phoenix...haha Maybe this will subside my obsession of the Phantom of the Opera now....haha Mmmmm nope I think not the Phantom is still too damn hot...haha

Well, I think that I have posted enough senseless nonsense for the night. I need to brush up on my dead guy body parts for tomorrows lab....Plus I have to decide what meatless dinner dish I can make tomorrow night seeing as how I can't eat meat after lab..... trust me you don't want details.....haha
Good night ya'll!

So......

So, here I am. Blogging? How hi-tech am I? Not very....lol
I suppose this Blog will mostly be rants and raves about my crazy life.
A few things about me before I really get into the blog world.

*I live in a small, small town in Utah. No. I am not a Mormon or a polygamist (considering this town)
*I have 4 daughters.
*I'm married to an old high school sweetheart.
*I am a full time college student.
*Last concert I went to was in November. Depeche Mode and The Bravery. (One of my new favorite bands) I have loved DM since the beginning of time.
*I think that my dad is the greatest man alive.
*I secretely love Johnny Cash. OK it's more of an obsession.
*I drive the dreaded minivan. Oh yeah baby!
*And as much as I am digusted by it. I love Anantomy Lab and having my GLOVED hands on a cadaver is about the coolest thing I have done in a long time. I'm sick I know this...lol